Music Saves The Soul.

2009-09-03T14:12:00.001+08:00

I moved my blog url.
Ask if you want to know =)

Sorry for having to post.
Lazy find skin. ._.

2009-08-27T14:32:00.000+08:00

Rain.
Tip Tap.
It's interesting.
A wet shirt hugging you,
taking your warmth away.
Drops of water visibly dropping from your eyelashes,
that blur vision you'd associate with crying.

Yoyos are interesting too.
They'll do all sort of things.
They'll fly, jump, spin,
but when all is said and done,
they come back.

2009-08-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
sing like bird
Dizzy in my head
spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you
can drive me wild
Ohh... you make me smile

Even when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

- Smile by Uncle Kracker

2009-08-07T19:41:00.000+08:00

"I’m like a bird and I am so high
In my lair looking at the blue sky
Can’t let another day pass by
Without you knowing what I feel inside
Cause it’s embedded in my soul
The day I stop will be the day I turn cold
Let you know I'm breaking out of that hole
And let go"

- Clap again by Akon.

2009-08-06T10:10:00.001+08:00

Neither here nor there....
Two halves never whole.

Take care all =)

2009-08-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

MT teacher:(translated from Malay) *serious, concerned tone* "Ismail... you got girlfriend is it?"

Ismail: Oh no lah, I don't. I really don't.

"But I always see you messaging..."

"Err... oh no! *thinks* I was err... checking exam schedule"

"Don't bluff me lah you, you think I don't know." *cheeky smile*

... oh dear. Is it so hard to believe s
This happens when you decided to read your whole week's inbox to pass time in MT.
I still rmb how I replied.
I still rmb what I sensed.
I still rmb how I felt.

Chem test was okay, not confident though.
Hope things turn out well.

... False hopes leads nowhere.
Maybe desiring is a dangerous game.

2009-08-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

Oh, maybe it seems they're just not used to saying hi.
What a... quirky world don't you think?

2009-08-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Stupidity = Me.
Lies = Me.
Running away = Me.

Why did you have to leave,
Why leave me in this pathetic emotional fracture.
how in the world do you mend a broken heart.
I miss you, still.
Tears are shed, still.

2009-07-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

I think th saying "hurt your pride" was actually devised cos it's pretty literal.
It can hurt alot.

Continue.

2009-07-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

Lol.

People don't believe me when I say I'm happy an hour after I say I'm sad.
So I think I better not tell anyone I'm sad. -P

My iPod almost hung on me today.
I was almost freaking out.
The missing link, hole in my life.
If all else fails.
you shouldn't.
But will I understand if you do?

... Maybe.

"Step outside these walls"

Failure

2009-07-30T17:58:00.000+08:00

I'm failing everyone.
I'm failing myself.

"Every time that I fall,
Every time that I cry,
Every mind has a fault
Every mind has a time,
I gotta keep moving on,
cos I'm built to survive
but sometimes I wonder ...

...if it's worth it to try"

I'm sorry world.
I just didn't smile enough for you.
I just didn't stretch humor enough for you.
I couldn't be there for you.
...

"The world can be such a selfish place sometimes,
It's a man-eat-man thing.
Nobody truly cares.
Everything's just so...
superficial." - Message sent at 0030hrs 30th July 2009.
I was asleep while this person reflected.

So was sleep more important?

2009-07-29T17:47:00.000+08:00

Arrogance.
To sleep. Blatant disregard.
In appearance.

Yet, I can name cathode and anode.
I can name electroplating and simple circuits.
One chem lesson.

Just one boy sleeping by the front.
Yet listening somehow, possibly more attentively than anyone else.
What does that make the sleeping boy?
The one irritated by the noise.
The one who filters conversation.
The one who thinks what should matter is the content.
The one who believes what shouldn't matter is who.

Yet his attitude contradicts.

Is he out to please himself?
Is he out to please the world?

... or maybe he's deciding maybe the only thing that can please.
Is usually the unattainable.

"Hate is a strong word.
But I really really don't like you."

Maybe it's just exhaustion.
But my body doesn't seem to want to rest.
Even my appetite's getting screwed.
Imagine that.

Happy: Music's still being amazing to me.
Bad: I'm slowly turning it up... to shut everything out.

2009-07-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

Am I really shutting you out?
Am I really shutting the world out?

"What kind of encouragement would you like to receive, and from who?" - Ms Shen
"I'd like a happier world." - Ismail

If only huh.
If only people did appreciate the finer details.
If only people remembered all they're thankful.

Appreciate.
I do for all of you,
I'm sorry if it seems...

...

I'm leaving some people out.
I didn't mean it.
I really hope you'll all be all smiles someday. =)

"If only everyone was like you,
the world would be a happier place,
like Michael Jackson dreamed it'd be"

2009-07-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

Neither here nor there,
Where do I stand then.

Like a slideshow,
phasing in,
phasing out.

It's like I'm back to square one.
All over again.

By now I should have somehow realized,
I gotta do what i gotta do.

Yet...
I'm at a standstill.

2009-07-23T12:48:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna be any thing other than what I'm trying to be...

Does it reject the world or does the world reject it?

Is it your right to judge or are you merely to sit back and watch.

Giving only becomes tiring...
when all you've given has been in vain.

-tears for th world,
tears for th loved,
tears for everyone but yourself.

2009-07-15T18:47:00.002+08:00

Water a seed,
it turns into a flower.

Now, What if the flower becomes a stone?
Is the gardener at fault,
or was it the flower.

Whose heart aches the most then?

Posing questions within the isolation of the mind.

Me?

2009-07-06T01:16:00.002+08:00

Let's take a 1ooo facebook quizzes about me,
and find out who I really am.

Let's take my memories and play it in the cinema,
and find out what I really did.

Let's put me in everyone's shoes,
and find out what I'd really think.

If half of me says X,
and half of me says Y.
Can it really produce XY in perfect harmony.
Or just an error?

The undefinable.

Smail Always,
Ismail Zainal =)

I don't want to lose another.
I'll take care of you.
Even if you don't like me.
She could have got along well with you.

2009-06-14T21:50:00.002+08:00

I miss you,
Come back to me,
Please...

I pray nothing happened to you,
lonely nights...

Issues?

2009-06-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

I looked at the world
and with chalk between my fingers I wrote two things.

"I <3 Spaggy Bolo". Meaningless Crap to make fun.

"I don't have issues".
See, that's th thing.
I have the whole damn subscription.

disappointment

2009-06-02T19:36:00.001+08:00

I'm not doing enough,
Or th world just can't have enough.
I'm disappointed with you all,
I'm sorry.

2009-05-21T16:51:00.005+08:00

What a day.
I got back my scripts,
with that same. lousy. heavyhearted. self.
Going through an exam period is terribly draining.
So is looking at your results and telling yourself things might get better.
It has to with me being me.
For th Curious:

EL B3
MT FAIL
SSG B3
LIT B3
EM A1
AM A2
BIO C5 (Damn.)
CHM B4

Yeah. Pls don't give me you did well.
I can be pleased with myself.
But myself doesn't control how much time my ears have to bear with nagging.
Yes, nagging.
The incessant bane of most people.
I'm tired.
I'm exhausted.
And not willing to entertain to be honest.
Empathy is a way of thinking,
superficially understood by some people it seems.
"Generation gap my ass, excuses for th ignorant".
Th rigidity.
Th dictatorship.
Th pressure.

Th volume of music on my player is increasing as well.
I might need a pair of headphones again.
I miss th isolation I used to get.
Th shut-me-from-the-world feeling.
But no. He banned me from using that.
Crap. I know my science.
That thing won't damage my hearing.
Your excuses for just wanting me to be able to hear what you want to tell me.

My music taste is all over as well.
But due to my increasingly impatient nature.
Veeery sloow songs like...
100 years are put aside.
My iPod has deleted data as well.
So it's me and my phone. =]

Well, for those that are concerned.
I'm fine really,
just ranting away.
You should try.
You'll find that it...
provides an avenue to drain all that negativity.
And you're left with exhaustion.
just hope your dreams would be alright x)

Take care all,
Smail =)

I survived one storm.
Now the opening next door is...
th next stop.
I'm going slightly off th path,
just a break by that little space.
Where I shall scream and scream.
And blast music.
And close my eyes to imagine,
a happy moment.
Then i'll be back with a smile etched on my face.
Hee, self praise is international disgrace,
but I dare say im still more optimistic than th lot of you =PP

Dream

2009-05-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

what a dream.
But still, it was only a dream.
Th may 6 dream still lingers.
It just sits by th side,
Haunting me from time to time.
Playing on fears.

Shoo.
th judge has just sentenced you to banishment.
Don't come back.
More importantly...
Don't come true

2009-05-15T20:18:00.002+08:00

New skin.
Maybe a new direction in life?
Maybe...

Or maybe I'm still ranting like I always do.
It's th Singaporean way to complain.
So it must be my way then to distract myself with everything...
so i'd have no reason to complain. =P

2009-04-28T17:21:00.007+08:00

I had a decent day today.
Then it rained, which made me feel very cold.
And a few others I guess.

I'm continuing walking,
but I see flames, I see knives, I see tears.
I see Disappointment, I see regret. I see hypocrisy.
I see fakes, I see mirrors, I see politicians.

Where were the smiles I saw.
Where was the hope I felt.
Where was the joy I tasted.

And this isnt done by me. But I think it's beautiful.
Take care all. Smail still cares for you =)

2009-04-23T22:03:00.001+08:00

Move Along - The All-American Rejects

I'ma gonna do just that :)

2009-04-18T16:51:00.002+08:00

Candle (Sick And Tired).mp3 - the white tie affair

I'm sick and tired of being...
sick and tired.

What a fitting song.

2009-03-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

ill be away for most of th march hols. Probably contactable only around fri and sat... Do have a happy holiday yeah. Use it wisely, maybe it'll help with th level of happiness. And do watch th little mouse movie so I can ask you about it. It does seem so very interesting :)

2009-03-03T18:07:00.005+08:00

Current Mood: All over th place.

That's a common mood is it.

All over the place.

As are my thoughts,

my goals,

my sensibility.

I'm feeling exhausted somehow.

Guess it's all starting to come to me.

Then I feel helpless, pathetic like how I usually am.

Somehow my patience takes a hit.

Why can't it stop?

Stab. Stab. Stab.

Ouch, it's hurting me from th insides.

Oh crap, I'm not being me at all am I.

I guess it's yet another phase i'll have to endure for the time being.

Who do you want me to be.

I'm feeling parts of me contradict me

I guess in all my wallowing.

I know exactly what I want.

Yet it's things that you want most-

that never will come.

Guess time heals all wounds,

but if it takes too long,

is there much of th recovery to enjoy?

Before it all falls apart again.

Ismail.

2009-02-12T18:51:00.002+08:00

If only everybody was happy.

Then the world would really be Cadbury don't you think?

The little wondering thoughts.

Smailing away while thinking.

2009-02-10T18:47:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling considerably much better.

It seems I can barely hold anger for more than a couple of days.

Well, thanks to all those that helped.

No really, It helped alot x)

Forgive, not forgotten though.

It's always wise to remember, to avoid repeats.

That's why we learn history anyways,

so we don't repeat mistakes of the past. =P

Well, I know posts have been short lately,

but at least they only take five minutes to write.

Such a joy indeed,

haha. Take care, fixed my tagboard too.

Seems laziness is being removed.

Bit, by little bit ;)

Being back to normal...

or almost normal is lovely.

Many things in life are variables,

so we might as well treasure everything before it changes =]

2009-02-09T01:10:00.002+08:00

I haven't posted for ages.
I've been really busy.

And this will be one of my shortest posts yet.

Well, Give me some time.

I'm finding out th little parts of me,

while I try to reach out to parts of everyone. x)

Keep on smailing =]

The Simple Things (Something Emotional) - Vanessa Amorosi

But there's still a voice inside that keeps crying out
For something more

CHORUS
Something emotional
Something that's beautiful
Something that stands the test of time
Why are the simple things so hard to find
Something emotional
Something that's wonderful
Something that lifts us high above
Here we are waiting to be saved by love

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P.S. It was really, really nice seeing all of you again =p

2008-12-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

Hmm, just noticed I haven't updated for a long time.
No matter, I guess I'm fine now.
Couldnt make it for camp yesterday,
didnt feel well =/

Anyways, had hosp. attachment a while back.
Boring, please. Save yourself 5 mornings and don't go.
Things got weird at some parts though,

1st Day - Boring. Seriously nothing to do. But th utility room was nice.

2nd Day - some patient (who i suspect is not straight) asked me for my no.
I gave him a wrong no, scary affair. Can i not attract th wrong people >.<

3rd - Ended up touching an infectious patients with loads of germs without protection. I had no idea ._.

4th Day - I prayed it will be normal. and it was, similar to 1st day.

Bright side? At least i can claim 12 dollars,
that's like... a movie ticket x)

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Then I DEEP FRIED a Mars Bar too.
Hehe, i can't find th cable to load my beautiful masterpiece...
but it was awesome. It tasted a little like... chocolate waffle.
To be honest, you actualli just imagine filling th chocolate in th crust of a fried banana. =]
I shall be making one again soon x)
And I might try deep frying ice cream too.
But I have to make th ice cream rock hard. That's a challenge =(
I might make cookies with my spare flour too though.

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That should be all,
I feel like going back to th sofa.
And plugging my iPod. (I need new earphones again)
Homework is still not allowed entry,
I'm going to get screwed for it.
But it isn't th first time >.< "

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Damn, I'm sounding monotone yet again.
I think I need to clear my head.
There'll be a post soon I guess.
For now, a book is also distracting me.
Don't make me start reading. I can't seem to stop.
But when I stop, it takes great curiosity for me to start again >.<
I'll talk more about "Books."
Hehe,

Smail Always =]
I just realised, this is starting to sound narcissist.
Who cares, I'm an ambassador of all things happy xD

2008-12-04T18:38:00.002+08:00

2nd day in KL, guess I'll just try to update.
If not I'll be lying down on th bed wit my ears plugged.
so i shall blog, with my ears still plugged.
Song I'm listening to right now - Deep And Meaningless by Rooster.
It's a sweet song.
I'm have to get past Peanut Butter Jelly before I reach one of my fav songs.
Breakeven - The Script.
PEANUT BUTTER JEEEELLY! PEANUT BUTTER JEEEELLY!
peanutbutterjelly! peanutbutterjelly!

Yesterday was alright.
Spent a good long part of th ride asleep or watching My Name is Earl.
So time passed pretty quickly.
I don't think I'll be watching Heroes.
A little hard to understand when you're listening with earpieces
and watching on a 2.5" screen.

How I managed to sleep for so long I wonder...
guess I spent th night before extremely wisely/well. (was fun too I guess)
Thank you so much, appreciate it =] p.s. Ms Sofa might hav been pretty jealous =P
Slept a couple of hours tt night.
Got pretty tired th next day.

Reached KL at around lunchtime.
Had lasagna, delightful.
It's food, makes people happy~ ^^
Dinner was at the same place too.
Supper was a mix of milk and bread bought from Cold Storage.
Around 10RM per meal.
5 sing?
It always feels better to look at things in th Ringgit point of view.
Although if you look carefully most of th stuff cost th same on either side of th Causeway.

However... Cinemas are alot cheaper here =]
But somehow noisier. People were chatting, throwing comments,
guessing like as if that was their room ._.
Or maybe I was just feeling too cold it heightened my sense of hearing.

Watched Twilight th next day.
Which is today I guess.
Hmm, I'm not throwing any spoilers. I HOPE
You can ask me personally if you want some =p
But well, it didnt managed to capture th same sort of beauty, and feeling, and impression
as the book did.
Hoever it was pretty cute at certain stages, did get a few laughs.
Like Charlie's overbearing concern with his daughter with th PEPPER SPRAY.
And Jasper's resisting himself when meeting Bella.
Edward was just... well. Can't blame th actor for not being perfect.
No one is. x)
Quite alot of parts were cut, or edited. It sort of made everything happen "too fast".
Even though it lasted for 2hrs.
And there were alot of other shortcomings.
I shan't say more, unless you want to know =P
However, if you're keen to not put th book in th equation.
It's alright, average on th romance, average on th humor, average on th climax.
But has a good looking family involved. xD

Hmm, had dinner at yet th same place.
Chicken Rice, but my stomach seems a little upset now >.<
And we visited Kuala Lumpur's version of Underwater World a.k.a Aquaria,
my sister wanted to have a look.
It was alright I guess.

Oh, yesterday night was funny.
My family ended up playing poker, 4 people.
We had no chips, so guess what we ended up using as the buy in-
cotton buds. 21 per person.
Well, I sort of got knocked out at 3rd. I didn't expect them to follow my bluff =/
My sis almost whacked me at one hand.
My bro got knocked out first.
It's really funny when your "blind" ends up as your "All in". xD
Didn't manage to finish th poker game though.

That's about all I guess, think I'll go have a bath now.
Btw water bills in Msia are really cheap,
I was once at my grandpa's kampung house in Msia,
11RM was an "expensive bill".
Singaporeans have to pay 3 digit. o.o

Oh, I also broke a mug in Cold storage Msia.
Cost me 10RM.
I didn't look properly as I put it back,
or it jumped out of my hand.
I'm keen on believing th latter.
But crap. 1oRM ._.

-Smail x)

btw I doubt I can get online in Port Dickson.
Some places charge for internet service >.<

2008-12-02T18:43:00.003+08:00

Will be in Malaysia for a week or so.
I'll write a super long update on anything that's happened in Nov when I return alright.
Or I'll announce in my MSN PM then - Blog is Updated.
Haha, give me a break alright.
Blogging is tiring.
And I can't seem to find my phone data cable.
That will make pictures impossible.
I don't like not being able to write without pictures.
It makes th description more essential ._.

Had SJAB these few days.
I'm telling you it can get hilarious when we're allowed to set th scenarios.
I was a "casualty" on th staircase in th middle of th 2nd and 3rd floor.
They managed to get me to th 2nd floor on a stretcher.
However.

Daryl: 2ND FLOOR COLLAPSING IN ONE MINUTE.
Ismail thinks - *they could actually run and somehow make it*.
But in reality.
*Ismail on th stretcher was put down in th collapsing building and they ran for their lives.*
I couldn't stop laughing.
The way they ran and left me there was hilarious.
And trust me, I'm usualli "saved" by them only half the time.
They don't like me. xD

Another note. I had debate camp.
Met awesome people,
will elab more once i've somehow obtained my photos x)
And SACSS has a funny uniform =x
Clip on ties?!

And since yesterday lunch to lunch today...
I had fast food.
In th order of Mac - KFC - Mac.
Talk about healthy,
well. I might be taking my metabolism rate for granted =/
But seriously, sleep burns off fat x)

And well, music *is* getting weirder.
We're having more of repetitive but "stuck in your head" songs.
A fine example would be Umbrella / Gimme More.
Well, and then there's things like...
I Got It From My Mama - Will.i.Am.
Circle Circle Dot Dot - Jamie Kennedy.
Womaniser - Britney Spears.
Peanut Butter Jelly - Unknown. (This sticks. seriously)
Whatever You Like - T.I.
And there's loads more.
Singing them can get really funny.

But I sort of decided to listen to If I were a boy - Beyonce,
inspired by Shin Yee.
And gosh... it was strangely.
Relate-able, hehe.
Fine, I *am* a boy.
What in th world do you want me to sing?
If I were a girl?
Interesting thought though x)
But some things are true though,
Kudos to Beyonce for being enlightened.
I hope you can be a better man too =]

And yes, if you wanna know what I've been listening to lately..
FM Static - Tonight.
It's a lovely song,
and sort of imprinted onto my memory of twilight.
I was listening to it while I was taking a break from reading.
And well, it would sound much nicer than Decode by Paramore as th official sountrack.

Anyways, won't talk about twilight.
As I quote from Grace,
"cliche!".
Yeah, good book. That's all i'll say.
Movie is going to be quite a joke,
That's all I'll add.
Ask me personally if you want my commentary =P
I find it easy to stick to my image of Edward Cullen as compared to th blonde fella in th movie.

Hmm, what else.
There's so much that happened.
I sometimes forget a lot I guess.
I always need something to spark a memory.
Hmm, guess I'm blur again.

OH. Talking about being blur.
I was in th airport to send Wendy off (now she's back in SG. Time passes quickly)
And I doubt I could ever have been more blur.
I bought drinks for DD, Siang and Xiu Han.

On th return I saw Grace sitting there,
italics shall be my thoughs at th moment
So I had a few cans in my hand.
Grace? Oh, Wee Siang must have called her over. =]
Wait, where's Wee Siang and th rest.
Them and their food were missing.
Grace was acting like she never knew a thing.
Where's Shin Yee?
Somehow something felt fishy.
I sat down and talked a little while about being blur.
It took me quite a long while sitting there.
Something must be really wrong.
Eventually Grace gave them away.
Gah, it was embarassing, but somehow amusing.
Then there was DD, WS, XH, Grace, SY and Me.
Talked/ Crapped / Joked till 11 before we departed.
And it was funny how I considered camping at T3 overnight.
But they say i'll be kidnapped =/
Hmm, and I felt a feeling so peculiar.
Very, very, peculiar.
Unexplainable. o.o

Hmm, I'm seriously feeling disturbed I can't have pictures.
Just when photo taking was getting fun xD
Random craving for chocolate enters now ._.

Well, anyways.
think i'll close off here. Can't write excessively.
Must stop.
Take care alright, =]

Smail always =P

Nice Piece of Art - FM Static

Just another nice song,
put this over "Tonight".
I think most of you would have heard that one already x)

2008-11-08T14:38:00.002+08:00

I'm inching ever closer to my 100th post.

Anyways, I've lost most of my ability to keep on typing.
I dunno why, strange huh.
Anyways I just realised my holidays are pretty packed.
Crap.

Well, quite easy to counter the problem really.
More pictures.
And I'm finding delight in using my camera.
It helps me remember alot more easily x)

Anyways, went to a wedding.
Quite confusing really.
The father of the groom is called "Ismail".
So i always thought I was being called.
Hehe,
grats to Mr Alfian for getting married.
He's a nice guy =]

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Oh, and I finished my last hairstyling course.
Conclusion - Girls Hair is very hard to style.
So is mine xD
BUT. it's fun to mess around with hair. haha
Pictures... hmm.

Can you believe this is Ho Sherlyn? =P

I'll never be able to do such a thing.
Why can't you just let down your hair for a prom xD

She clips like she knows what she's doing.
I'll clip just so that things stop moving around xD

And women's hair is scary in a sense.
Esp. when they do this.

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Oh, then we went to celeb Jasmine's birthday.
Lunch at burger King.
It was quite nice.
And I'll burn the fat off by sleeping I guess. x)
Fast metabolism is something I love =3

Then we went to SunPlaza park,
in the bus joking about Winx,
and a guy eating oranges,
played around. Alaf alot. x)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS =]

Happy birthday to Jas,
it was supposed to be HWA really x)

Always sit in th shade.
It's like an oven outside there =x

Swings are fun. hehe,
but it makes me dizzy in a minute.
my stomach can flip,
and it feels as if my blood is rushing to my head and i'll fall off =x

This was the park's idea of flying fox.
It's more of sitting duck,
but well. It's still pretty fun x)

Flying mop. Hehe x)

Esther never really reached the top xD

ESTHER MOP =x
she'll kill me for this.

Where short is the new tall x)

Present unpacking out my bag.
My bag is truly honored =]

Then we went to Montip.
A girl's shop I have difficulty understanding.
and a CD shop.
Where we stared at a cute hello kitty cartoon.
Then we went home x)

Sorry i didnt rotate the pictures. Lazy lah =x

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Then last day of STEP.
Chem was super fun.
We played Ball and stick.
Quote from Mr Lai : All men also have ball and stick.
LOL.
And well, i utilised the lesson productively.
I played with lots of Balls and Sticks.

My Masterpiece.
btw that is how i wear my shoes.
Slippers more like it =D

My genius is process.
It was veh pretty =]

Just a little color variation
I used smaller silver balls at the ends. =]

Mr Lai's a good chem teacher.
Most fun i've had in chem over 3 yrs.
And he did it in STEP. Wow x)

Random photo.
She was talking on the phone through the whole Lit class.
Cute luh, if I had really long hair my MP3 will be my permanent extension xD

Singapore Maths Olympiad.
Simple Maths Only.
This makes me feel dumb.
Crazy luhh, but I managed to learn abit.
The road to geniushood xD

And that marks the end of STEP.

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Can't think of much else really.
I'll update when it comes back to my mind.
Now I'm veh tired and I shall take a nap.
I can't think straight later.

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Little box.

Found this heart
and thought of you.

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2008-10-30T18:03:00.003+08:00

Okay another post of Ismail's latest deeds.
Seriously, nothing much has been happening this week.
Step. go home. Step. go home.
STEP fyi, is a bridging programme.
However, I doubt it's been wasted much.
I've spent a useful part of it on two things.
1) DAIDI.
2) Hairstyling.

Yes I'm still on the post exam daidi madness.
Seriously, it's addictive.
And SOTONG just intro me to viwawa dai di.
Quite fun leh,
Can't beat the real thing though x)

And most likely I'll be watching a movie this weekend.
No idea what to watch though.

Anyways, hairstyling was funny.
3e2 had most of its people ponning for various reasons.
It was fun though.
We had to learn how to do "long hair-styling".
But craap, I had trouble learning what a primary school girl can do.
It's called plaits. xD

Hairstyling. It's all about the serious face. Hehe x)
*I was actually struggling to remember how which hair supposed to go where*

One of my terribly failed attempts at plaiting.
Looks like some Hari Raya delight lah.
Atrocious.

After about an hour, my first successfull plait xD
*by the time i was done with this, instructor finished a scorpion on her left side*

Then challenge number 2.
Bun-ning hair.
*faints*

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That was experience.
Tomorrow my next lesson.
And guess the horror.
Instructor : Next week, I'll show you how to plait Ismail's hair. Yes it can be done.
Can one faint a second time? xD

Then we were also had Robin's scare of his life.
According to him, a beetle bit his ass.
You see, beetles don't bite.
So he changed after thinking for a while,
it poked him with its legs

But it was scary okay.
He suddenly felt a pain and took it out.
It looked like a half open stapler bullet,
but it was thin and brown.
Then he took out again.
He took out this beetle,
slightly smaller than an eraser.
Omigosh, and it was missing one leg.
Robin ripped it off,
and it was dying there. x.x

Then i threw it away while he went to the toilet
he had a fear it laid eggs in his ass
And went he came back he sat down and noticed the beetle was missing.
Daryl said it was on his chair.
HE FREAKED OUT AGAIN,
i think he almost hugged Jing Yi for support xD

The beetle that was killed by Robin.

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Oh, Lit class is now more comfortable than ever.
I sit alone by the side of the class.
My cozy corner,
Just get a bag and you're more or less warm and nice.
Perfect for sleeping.
I slept twice in two lessons xD

and i sit alone.
Two tables for myself =DD
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Today was quite a normal day anyways.
Morning sms-ed Nts.
Who didn't go to school two days in a row.
With certain reasons, and I feel helpless >< helpless ="x." now ="x">and she claims she sounds nicer than music xD

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Oh, and i think i made Miss Rafidah irritated again xD

Cher: Why you write in pencil?

Me: My pen no ink

Cher: But I can just erase it, then what are you gonna do about it?

Ismail: Oh, rewrite lah.

Cher: Yeahh, but you write in pencil means I can erase it, then if you hand up how?

Ismail: But Cher, why would you wanna erase my work? o.o

Cher: Noo, I'm not accepting this. (She made me rewrite)

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Syed : Cher! Say again?

Teacher : Oh. AGAIN.

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DD's diet chicken rice.

Daryl: I want buy Chicken Rice No Chicken Extra Cucumber.
Daryl: No wait, Chicken Rice wit liposuctioned chicken xD

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Little box again,
haha really, dun sad le.
I miss you alot you know x)
Promise me you'll take care of yourself,
Promise me you'll be fine,
doesn't matter if you dun wanna tell me.
I'm still here for you,
from now,
till forever ;)

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BTW. Ever heard a guy banned from listening to his own headphones in his own house.
Meet Ismail Zainal.
Gosh you can't imagine the extent of which I am pissed.
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And this is a cute song i came across a while ago.

Fa la la - Jack & Rai

2008-10-23T15:44:00.005+08:00

Sorry haven blogged for a long time.
Been busy, sick, and well.
to be honest, a little lazy. Hehe x)

Well, I'll just start off with Plaza Sing.
Went there last... err. Sunday I think. Or Saturday,
with Poh and Kira.
haha, they're funny people lahh.
And out of the few things that you can find at Plaza Sing.
A Mentos Machine was what happened to take first interest.
OI! ITS A MENTOS MACHINE LAH.
And they still felt a need to play it x)

Sturt couldn't come, and we ate at KFC. *Yum?*
And watched the House Bunny.
Its quite a funny movie lah,
but well. you generally can predict what's gonna happen.
But well, sheer stupidity can help with the laughter x)
Although there are some disturbing images.
*A pregnant woman doesn't wear a bikini and dance to tribal music while letting people stroke the stomach the size of a Beach Ball. Gosh.*
*Stripping naked after a bath and having nothing against the idea*
*Going jogging and having your spine brace fall off*

Then we explored other shops.
Plaza Sing changed alot.
Their toy shop was cool. Every thing which has a fan base,
has a toy. Star Wars, LOTR, etc. And all selling for hundreds of bucks.
A little toy can cost u round 80 bucks.
A Big helmet... maybe 500-1800 bucks.
GAY.

Oh, and then there was this life sized Darth Vader.
Like, really life sized. He was taller than me.
Going for 2500.
When I become rich, he's gonna be at my doorstep x)
Did more stuff, talked loads of crap.
then train-ed home =D

Okay, just a picture I thought was interesting.
Life's a blur x)

I was hoping to take a very slack walk,
but typical Singaporeans love to rush ._.'

Random picture. Everyone was heading the opposite direction.
Btw, why aren't they walking?
Cos there's definitely one idiot who decided not to =]

CAN YOU GIVE WAY?!
WALAUE LOOKING AT YOU ALL CAN MAKE ME ^^%&%.

Maybe one day I'll just stomp the lot of you as I walk out.

Kira paid 2 bucks. Got 5 small mentos packets.
Wow... that was awesome.
Person at the back - Poh

Compare above and below pictures.
I see similarity xD

So I am gonna do that with a couple of men one day.
We'll be known as the Desperate Schoolboys.

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Also had Rock Climbing on Monday.
Gosh, tiring sia.
Managed to scale one wall at least. x)
Had more fun in the bus though,
busing all the way to Yishun.
Sleeping, Music, Crapping.
Half the class Pon.
Pon-stars x)

I was late that day too.
Dam sway, come school, VP at the Porch.
He made sure i stood below the hump *he asked me to step down*
And he stood on it. *He stepped up*
And he looked down and nagged about me being late on a day.
Not like i missed a lesson.
Not like I'm gonna hurt somebody.
And right now, I just...
Can't be bothered. x.x

It was a couple of storys tall o.o
I couldnt get the tall effect much.
But it was tall.

The weird stuff I do on the bus x)

Wow, do you happen to be climbing rocks in there too?
Out of all the times to play a DS. Addict. x)

A pathetic chop on my hand for being late.
Lame. ._.

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Soon after, had to go to GONGSHANG PRIMARY to promote my school.
Wow, awesome.
Gave out flyers and magnets.
While other schools had like, Plastic Bags?
And our booth was popular =DD
*You need someone like Zhe Ming to just grab and drag the whole lot of them to the booth and let the Booth people talk on and on and on*
Its quite crap most of the time though,
more secondary school people walking around than primary school pupils.
They walk in class by class.
But they are cute x)
*Smail and Wendy walks over*
*Little boy just dashes away like a mouse*
haha, got another little girl calling me Police and then saluting.
In what way does white and black resemble police? xD
And LZM was damn bad.
He stole another school's refreshment bread.
From one full table to around 4 buns left ._.
And their toilet is so dam dam short. x)

More secondary school pupils walking around.
Seriously.

This is how tall their urinal is compared to my height.

And their sink is also of a suitable height.

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Hmm, then had Urban trail.
pretty fun lah,
watching them do station by station at one of the most awesome places in Singapore.
Raffles Place x)
You sit by the river and stone wit an mp3.
Nice leh x)

And the bus ride home was damn hilarious.
Censored, but damn funny.
Oh, then a fella was singing Fall for you over the phone.
Eventualli he reached...
Shamir: A girl like you is impossible to find...
Arif: ITS POSSIBLE GODDAMMIT.

The light at the end of th tunnel? x)

Birds? x)

Singapore has really tall buildings.
And short schools ._.

Sham broke this while posing for a picture.
LOL, didnt hav to pay, restaurant manager was kind enough x)
But it's idiotic lahh putting glass vases on the stairs ._.

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Then last day of school.
Had a dam sway daidi day.
Win one lose 3.
Even with House of 2 can lose ._______.
Dun try to fight people from China on Daidi.
Scary sia.

Then Mdm Ho came in tried to learn Daidi.
Dam funny can, she thought it was magic.
When she realised it wasnt magic,
she thought it was played like Uno.
I'll put the questions she asked later.
First time I see teacher play xD
And she won. Hehe x)

Then we had IPP.
Well, everyone else started crawling on the tables pasting trashbags.
I was the noble one. Hehe.
"CHER I CAN MAKE TOILET ANOT?!"
I borrowed the IPP box and alot of tables, a broken chair,
And masking tape. and eventually realised it was too short.
So we borrowed umbrellas to compensate.
We didnt wanna stack tables to create the great wall of China ._.
And yeah, toilet made by quarter the class =D
Dam funny lah, other class one dustbin.
Ours a bit more high tech xD
And we tore it down faster then we put it up.

Toilet bowl done in first 5min =]

And its seriously concealed. Enough privacy.
And dirty looking.
quite a numebr of singapore toilets are anyways x)

Its clearly more comfortable than a freaking dustbin ._.

"So how to play this game, like UNO is it? Same number?"

She had 5 cards somewhere. Can't remember much.
She thought its one by one. Hehehe x)

She fits in.
Welcome to the joy of post exam daidi cher. =]

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Took back results.
Okay lah,
but was totally sianned today.
DM wants to cut my hair.
Fringe eye level wanna cut.
why?
COS MY DAD IS A PRINCIPAL .
SO. WHAT?!jhgjgh

Meet Ismail Bin Zainal.
By extension : Ismail Bin [Zainal the principal]
By extension: Ismail Vin [Zainal the principal who was once a DM]
By extension: Ismail Bin Zainal, the principal who was once a DM's son.
By extension: Ismail Bin Zainal the principal who was once a DM's son who isn't living up to people's expectations.
By extension: Ismail Bin Zainal the principal who was once a DM's son who isn't living up to people's expectations and shouldnt be treated like a normal boy.
By extension: Ismail Bin Zainal the principal who was once a DM's son who isn't living up to people's expectations and shouldnt be treated like a normal boy and GIVEN SOME FUCKING SLACK DURING THE HOLIDAYS.
and why.

Cos I'm Ismail Bin Zainal.

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Sorry for blowing up.
Alot of things on my mind.
Is when things about me,
or the people I care about,
are hidden from me.
I just...
Damn.

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And this little box,
goes to you.
Thanks for well,
making my day.
Sorry for asking the other day.
But well, I wasn't in the best of states.
Thanks for... comforting me? I've run out of vocabulary x)
I'm still here if you ever need me,
and whenever you need me,
the immediate warm hug,
is guaranteed, with a lifetime warranty =P
ilu.

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Found this awesome song somewhere.
Shontelle - T-Shirt

Nothing feels right when im not with you

2008-10-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

Last fri went swimming wit Joel, KahLun, Marcus, SiewBeng.
Add my good man Zenson and it would have made Ac3'07.
Haha, stories of #05 were just LOL lah.
Like, cheering together to jio someone?
And then, he shows you all the *%#&.
That's just marvellous.

And I have to move pics out of my phone.
Omigosh, which gay keeps pictures of his friends
half naked in his phone?
I shall not be one of them. So yeah, moving them over to computer.
Funny lahh some of them.
But I shall not post, it's not my pictures.
Half-nakedness might be a sensitive issue.
Some men do get a little shy regarding their body.

Then we had pizza.
Okay, now is the time to get jealous.
It was awesome.
Delicious.
Marvellous.
Or I was just too damn hungry xD
Then Joel gave the quote of the day lahh, dam funny.
Joel: This is like, the American life man. Go out, swim, eat pizza...

LOL. Still laugh when I think about it.
Peace to the world yooooooo
See, America right now has a money crisis.
I don't think pizza and swimming is really on their minds xD
that's more like the....
blonde, wavy hair muscular dudes that seem to need only their surfboard.
And pizzas. And their "Shack".
Wait... am i forgetting Baywatch? LOL.
*seriously, only down there does CPR get some publicity*

Then went off to Plaza.
It was awesome being wit them la.
Laughing is just...
More than half of everything. xD
Ever tried laughing underwater? You will find that its infectious.
And joel has a laugh-at-me face.
And Siew Beng still loves obsessing over my phone x)

Then... I went home i guess.
9.45. DING DONG.
Bell ring.
I was like, wth. Is it McDonalds?
*Hears squeals of laughter. Lots and lots of it outside*
My sister's friends.
Ohhhh.... what in the world. Its almost ten and they're still out.
Harassing my original plans of sleep.
I was feeling unwell okay.
Unwell.
And they were squealing outside.
So I greeted them and tried to hide in a room,
till my dad came over and was like.
Dad: "Hey Ismail, I'm tired lah. Go entertain your sisters' friends."
Me: "shouldn't she entertain them?"
Dad: "Come on la, just a while only".

Like I wasn't tired myself. Sian,
Went outside. I also can't remember how I entertained them.
But it got pretty easy at some points.
They laugh at loads of things. x)
And they loved to gossip.
Omigosh, just half an hour wit them and you can find out
the who-like-who's of their whole class.
Like woww.

OF COURSE. ISMAIL DIDN'T JOIN IN! =D
He was being very wise today, and responsible.
I told them they were too young.
They should study hard.
Yes, I summarised it, the other 'less-important' points I'll leave out.
hehe.
*Imagines pri sch couple romancing*
*Recalls my sec 2 friend romancing wit a P5 girl*
*Recalls another friend having a P6 stead*
*Recalls my friend crying over a boy in P6*
*Recalls how a fella in VS boasted he *ahemed* a P6 girl*
*Stops recalling, I think it's enough*

Oh dear.

Well, by the time I reached my bed.
I was feeling really giddy. Really ugh, can vomit.
And very, very, tired.
Apologised to someone I would stay up for,
and then slept.
Little did I know she lost her phone D:
Fucking phone theifs.
I lost two phones this year.

I think I wanna go to dreamland now.
Finally feeling tired.
Goodnight all~ =]

P.S. Most likely I will blog about what I think of Friendster,
after having a two day experience there. Omigosh it isn't positive. Lol x)

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Lalalala~
Do I need to say a thing?
We can be miles apart,
but I hope you know what I'm thinking of =P
every minute.

2008-10-16T10:43:00.003+08:00

Okay... I woke up and I was feeling so.
I knew I was missing something.
And it dawned upon me,
I called Sturt.
And realised that in all my clouded head over A Maths yesterday.
I forgot the birthday of the person that has helped me.

Over and over again.
Despite me promising shortly after wishing SB happy birthday,
that I'll remember his next.
Turns out that I didnt,
what the hell Ismail.
I'm real sorry bro.
Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL TAN

Here's to the #03 of the team I swear by.
Lol, the team i know can win Nat Comp if we wanna.
It's just that we face loads of obstacles.
Hwa Chong? Dunman High?
Dun joke wit XMS =P
And dun joke wit Joel Tan Ngee. =]
Well, do take care bro,
You're the definition of Awesome x)
Things would be a lot different if I never knew you.
well, It's different now.
happy birthday,
May whatever wish you have come true,
appreciating everything you are =D
happy birthday,
sorry I forgot,
really really sorry.
happy birthday,
I'll see you again soon =D

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how useless can you get Ismail.
You stress at the wrong times,
and things that matter most end up overlooked.
Think.

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2008-10-14T11:11:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, was a... cool day really.
Just walked from house to house from 11am - 12midnight.
One of my longest marathons ever.
I thought visiting till 7pm was super long already.
On the first day of Raya I only did till 6+.
Well, the after 7pm effects could be seen on me lol.
I was super random, possibly irritating at Faz's house.
Hey, it's innocent questions.
But well, some questions like, "is bangs the new trend"
shouldn't be asked. x)
And I almost fell asleep at her table.

They also bailed out of going to Hadi's house
like, LOL. He felt so... -.-
he was telling his grandma with half-sleepy eyes,
"tengok la... diorang jahat semua. Kena pukul"
Trans: "see la, they all very bad. Need to get whacked".

Then ate alot yesterday. Like, really alot.
Esp. when most houses will insist you have something to eat.
Even if its a little.
they'll say smthn like,
aiya just have a little only la.
Some energy to travel.
So, full or not, better eat xD
*looks at tummy*
Wow, you still seem pretty small.
Keep up the good work =P

Then went home wit Hakim at 11+
Saw Sharifah walking to the 7 eleven area.
and i know what she was waiting for xD
Well, while waiting for her gentleman
who sadly missed the last train. (and had to take a bus)
I accompanied her.
Well, along with the usal doses of sacarsm and jokes xD
Seriously, well.
Then she also came to know what I only decided to tell people today.
And gosh. She got irritated.
Shar: "1 MONTH AND YOU NEVER TELL ME?!"
Ismail: *gives his 1001 excuses*
Haha, well.
And I was feeling so distressed.
She helped me out.
Wait, everybody did really.
P.S. I noticed i spoke a few sentences of Malay.
Keep up the good work Ismail, you're becoming bilingual.

Then I went home and continued feeling distressed.
Cos till now I can't be enlightened.
I called her, and reached mailbox.
Wow, Is-mail reached the mail-box.
That's encouraging.
Well, I never got the mailbox thingy.
And yeah, for the first time in quite a while.
i almost felt like crying cos I felt so bad.
I couldn't sleep. ._.
Seriously, I just had my head phones on,
and I was listening to WESTLIFE
old but classic boyband.
Dam nice la their songs.
Maybe cos I feel it. xD
my baju kurong didnt even go into the laundry.
I just lied there, thinking. Feeling sorry, feeling pathetic.
Then slowly I fell into an uncomfortable sleep...

Of which I woke up at 6.30am.
I woke up, washed my face.
And saw that she replied.
Well, realised she couldnt call,
oh well. At least she replied =D
Then I took my phone out,
laid on the chair by the pool.
And told her about wad happened.
In a looong sms. And i felt like crap ><
How could I be so s0t0nq?

Eventually she went to school and couldnt reply, (i guess).
so now i blogged and will take a rest.
Didn't sleep well yesterday.
Today I doubt I'll go out.
Maybe just get the velvet pouch for my phone at Eastpoint.
Cook some food on my DS.
Save some patient's lives.
Maybe solve a court case.
Then I'll just rest.
and think of you.

I really can't forgive myself for forgetting.
I'm just so damn sorry, God please let me make it up to you ><"
I'll do anything.
Still, you dod forgive me.
I didn't expect you to, but you did,
thank heavens it didn't pass yet either.
It's near impossible to find another like you.
ilu ♥
forever.
the little things you do,
that makes me fall in love with you

Thanks to - Shamir, Mustaqim, Syed Muhd, Faruq, Danial Hakim, Hanis, Arif, Nur Hakim, Sharifah Rawiah, Fazlina.
Thanks for all the support/encouragement/congratulations.
Thanks for all the compliments to her and my sister.
its funny you can mistake the two really.
and ya, I'm thankful.
and to Shar, since when did I ever make decisions just like that,
of course I do. :)
Oh, and for those few,
thanks for the advice.
Appreciated it, good luck with your own stories ;)

P.S. Please, my real sister is too young for you people.
She rejected you all x)

P.P.S. and I have the most beautiful wallpaper on my phone.
Its of someone =P

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Yeah, remember I said i was listening to Westlife.
I was listening to this song alot in particular.
And yeah. Enjoy.
I lay my love on you.

When Im With You - Westlife

When I'm With You Lyrics

2008-10-10T15:49:00.002+08:00

Today lit was sooo.... weird.
the story was. Guess what....
A CRUSH.
LOVE! AGAIN!
Haha, i didnt do that one.
But the poem is like directed to us can,
about a teacher giving up on her students.
Her noisy and rebellious students.
Its dam easy to fit that scene in my lit class.
Well, it was a cheap attempt to bring the message across.
Making me write an essay about it ._____________.

Maths was like... shocking.
Nobody studied that SMALL thing.
But two questions of it came out.
Walau .________.

Haha, exams finally over thank goodness.
Well, went home and felt so ecstatic.
and sad.

well, i was like... GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so i decided to do smthn just...
meaningless to keep that weird feel away.
I opened my drawer and saw the sprays.
My silver still left a little.
So i just took it and SPRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Spray away.
My hair slowly changing color.
Haha, your hair gets damaged with regular use,
and this is like after so many months of not spraying.
So i took the can of silver spray and just wasted it all.
Now its empty =(
it was my favourite color ><" AND I LOOK OLD xDDD I did this purely for fun realli. Lol x) And HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIEWBENG =DD

Haha. I called him, i rarely call people but this is an emergency xD

Now.... for those requesting that they see my hair.
I got my personal photographer to help me out.
Haha, thanks for camera sis xD

I TOOK THIS BY MYSELF =DDDDD
Lol, yes. It's white.
Hahaha, and my moustache growing back,
makes the old-man effect. =DD

Again? Lol, smile =D

Okay, I was supposed to be studying lit... But.
Well, literature leh. Come on ._.

Roses are red,
violets are blue xD

Okay. This was randomly taken by my sis.
ALAF ><

Bros again ;)

Haha, my dad invented this.
It's like pretty cool.
Big hand caught my sis xDD

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Loves to you ;D

I feel like...

2008-09-27T16:32:00.003+08:00

I feel like... Closing down this blog.
Then making a new one.
Will I be happier in there? LOL.
jkjk.
Cos I dun like looking at my archives and seeing the most boring posts of the 21st century.
Okay fine, nothing can get more boring than
"I have nthn to say. So I'll just reply tags. Bye all~ =)"

Gosh. Do you go write in your diary smthn like,
"Dear Diary,
Today is Saturday.
I have nthn to say.
Bye Diary".

Heck, and who keeps a book diary now.
Mine exists in loose paper.
And I barely even understand my thoughts at that time.
Comes with messy, emotional cursive handwriting. Haha x)
But somehow, most of them end up being song lyrics.
Well, no need to be looking back.
I still think my 1st and 2nd posts were awesome.
But it was damn messy. Heck.

I was watching MTV at my aunt's place earlier.
Britney Spears is quite interesting.
From Teen Idol to Flop.
Good job :]
And I actually forgot she qactually came from Disney Channel.
Ugh, Disney. That's where JB came from.
Haha, there's a pretty disgusting joke I heard over their "purity rings".
Won't say it out here. :x

Anyways, if you all are aware, this is a pretty random post.
Cos I'm taking a break.
While my family does up the house for HR celebs.
I'm typing away on this keyboard.
Everytime I touch a keyboard,
I feel arrows first.
Even though I don't play Audi anymore.
I feel the arrows.
Audi. I miss it, yet hate it.
Its made my life helluva lot better,
and helluva alot worse.
Please, it's complicated beyond words,
that's why the two sentences contradict.
Oh yes, another thing Zamma noted of Me.

"ismail, you're happy yet you emo."

That is a contradiction. And I do not emo.
I engage in self-thinking.
Would anyone like to hear my thoughts out loud?
The world will probably tilt further than it is.
Obama says goodbye America's four seasons.
Lee Kwan Yew goes why the hell is Singapore snowing.

Well. Yes more randomness.
And back to the original thing that's bugging me.
I find it harder to smile everyday.
Is it lethargy.
Or self-denial?
And no, you're not meant to answer this question x)

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I feel doubled.
I feel sidelined.
I feel wasted.
I feel hypocritical.
And I feel like going to study.
Or playing DS. heh x)
But I just don't want to affect other people.
I got my own problems alright?
Be with me and I'll laugh with you.
Leave me alone and I'll do my own stuff.
For this stuff is mine to handle,
You can say I'm too arrogant for your help.
But how in the blue world do I ask for help.
When I don't even know my problem.

Who I've Been Hates Who I Am.
Do I try to put rationale behind everything.
Nopes. I think I just wonder why too much.

It's all bad timing.

AND IM NOT EMO :]
Emo is a casually used term
quite often used in the wrong situations.
Maybe tired is more appropriate.

Smail Always,
Even if I dont

Music x)

2008-09-25T02:28:00.006+08:00

Oh, LOL.
I decided to add music to accompany the previous post.
The end of the previous post rather...
Cos It seems that my blog is musicless now xD

the song that was once here was Big Bang - Baby Baby.
Dedicated ;D

http://bigbangkorean.wordpress.com/2008/05/27/baby-baby-lyrics/

I'm forever titleless lah.

2008-09-25T01:25:00.007+08:00

Okay, the previous post was clearly my half-awake jabs of ridiculousity (if there is such a word) and frustrations.
I dunno, I feel messed up lately.
I think I was more focused with my pants torn like a rag.
Now I really look deceiving.

Mdm Ho - Ismail arr.. everytime so dreamy one. deceiving boy, then can do his tests. You dunno if he listening you know! He like so bo chap...
Ismail - Cher I WHERE GOT BO CHAP?
Mdm Ho - You Chap meh?
Ismail - Good point.

Well, I still feel messed up.
Right before exams. That's just awesome man.
Ismail you rock.
I sometimes feel like putting on those headphones again.
And just listening to music again.
Oh the peace, oh the joy.
But doing that takes away hours of my time.
*Yes, I can get that much if you're still not aware*
But I'm addicted. I get the itch to listen like at every oppurtunity.
But well, I'm trying to study without it.
So yeah. According to the wise one,
"You must try studying without music,
cos when you do the test. Music isn't there,
the external stimulus to your brain isn't there."
External stimulus to my brain. Awesome.

Anyways, I think I shall continue my half-hour planned break from studying.

What I did today. Uhh, I'm not in the mood to create a new topic. xD

1hr - MT.
1hr - Chem. *I made awesome progress in the easy chapter of Bonding. =P*
1hr - Assembly *I watched a guy tap his fingers and feet professionally*
1/2hr - Recess. *Joked, Music-ed. Chem-ed*
2hrs - Maths. *Yeah baby yeah. Maths. I've come to realise there's loads of A maths forgotten*
1/2hr - Eng *Crossword puzzle. Exciting*
Went home.

On my way home I met two interesting characters.
Nashrah -
Okay I was rushing home. No time to really talk. I said bye, it's a miracle she didn't take that as an insult.
Btw, she's a girl obsessed with the Jonas.
The Jonas, ladies and gentleman.
The Jonas. ._.
But they're targeted at a specific age group.
Teens. I classify there, but strangely I'm not into them.
I find I'm unlike those that go...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH
MMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYY
GGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH.
IIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSS
TTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
JOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSS.
OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
*drools*

Woah woah woah.
I'm sure I'm not the only one not reacting like that.
And people who love Jonas are highly defensive.
E.g. Nashrah is threatening to pull my arm off one day,
if I continue stating my opinions on the Jonas.
BUT NOW. I got somthing good to say about them.
Unfortunately, I forgot ><"
Then I took the MRT.
Then i checked the clock. I was still pretty early.
On my way down I saw another character.

Sindy Tan.
Awesome. Yeah, if some of you tell me this name sounds familiar.
I won't blame you. She lost my phone.
Heh. I think I'm still mad with her.
But, I never really show do I.
I called her and said, "I see a faggot on the escalator". (it's a joke btw)
Wow, what a greeting eh.
So yeah, we normally start conversations with a basic insult.
Different People, different ways I guess xD
Although I dun mean a single thing I say.

*Note to Zamma. See, sensitivity is needless when ppl joke ._.

*Note to Nash if she's reading.
I am not forgiving and forgetting.
I dun think I even forgave her yet. So F&F still applies xD
Well, I still joked with her.

What, lose my phone and spew a paragraph of vulgarities everytime I see her? I know I'm not in the wrong. But heck,
Maybe I just get too nice to everyone.
Well, almost. Everyone.

(btw, she offered to buy me a phone. IMO, dun tell me. I doubt you have the cash in e first place. buy then say. lol xD)
So i just told her she no money can buy wad thing. Heh.

Then we talked about a common friend we "had".
Note word "had".
I don't know
what has become of her.
Like I need to really care much.
The way she treats me, the things she "expected of me"
*oh, the cheek of it*
Well, guess there's some people you can live life without.
Or maybe it's better if you never knew them in the first place =x
Mrs S. Ho applies here too.
Then I walked home with Danial.
Sorry to keep you waiting man =x

Yes. That was my day.
And I shall go continue A maths. Cya.
and yes. I dunno why my posts now are so monotonous.
I'm losing this enthusiasm to blog.
I prefer joking around personally.
Or through the phone.
It gets more... expressive xD
No reactions, no nothing.
Try not to expect another post so soon =P
Smail x)

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I dunno where you've gone.
I dunno what happened.
Did I do you wrong?
I dohope its not cos of me.
Just a sign perhaps?
Or a straight reason, that'll be nice x)

What happened to that Lor Mai Kai.
What happened to Coffee.
I'd still drink it with you, sugar-free.
if only you were there.
Maybe I just wasn't good enough ><

Its not sensitivity.
It's just concern.
Haha. Lols. Kawaii lahs.
Heh, still means alot if all you say is one word.
Even if it ends up being goodbye.
I still await every minute.
For that one name.
For that one ring.

Ismail looks at...

2008-09-25T00:47:00.004+08:00

Chem. Shit, still got a whole book.
A Maths. Hell no. damn. Everything learnt before last month has been forgotten >< Biology. Crap, extreme text digestion required.
Geography. Now where were those diagrams...
Social Studies. Looks promising, the book is thin.
E Maths. Circles Circles Circles. Never Ends.
Literature. I still haven finished the book. And having rushed lessons through half the book aint helping.
MT. Huh, got mother tongue? x)
English. You can't be serious...

8 delightful subjects. ._.
Half require extreme mugging.
The clock is ticking.
My holidays depends on my marks.
What kind of shitty deal is that.

And My A Maths homework is still yet to be done.
P.S. My CME fail. Wow.

MY ENG ORAL WAS MARVELLOUS.
I sat down, crossed fingers and talked the whole way.
Tester - "Okay, please read aloud."
*Ismail reads aloud*
Tester - "Ermm... Can you read a little softer"
Ismail - "Ohh, Read aloud but not too loud. Sure =D"

Picture Convo was like a home ec room. Except there were several adults cooking.

At one point in time for the picture convo.
Ismail - "And the main character in the picture, the woman with the row of black buttons who i presume to be the main chef. *points at the chef*. Yeah, see that one over there. That one. I think she... "

At another point in time for the Picture Convo.
Ismail - "Well, there are... the old people. and there are... the younger people. From all walks of life, all cooking together."

At another point in time.
Ismail - "I believe this room is a multi-purpose room. *points to the Visualiser in the corner of the room* Look, there's even some technology present to help with the other functions. And lots of tables too.*

Its been ages since I did pic conv. What the hell happened xD

Topic Conversation.
Tester - If you were to take a job in the vacation. What job would you like to take up?
Ismail - Considering my qualifications arr... less the 0 lvls. I think I'll try to be a waiter lahh. You see ar, like, I mean, this job would be able to... bla bla bla.

*continues informal language through half the conv. LOL.
Irony - I still got A1 xD

Reminds me of my Malay oral a little bit too..

Ismail - saya rasa masyarakat ini ada banyak.... apa makna facilities?...
(I believe that society has many... what's facilities in malay?)
Tester - Kesenangan...
Ismail. AH! YES. kesenangan... blah blah blah.

Wow. asking the tester for a translation. Awesome eh xD

Further results.
A Maths test - A1
Chem and SS. Fail.

SS was awesome too.
Qn 1a (7), 1b (8) qn 2. (12)

Did 1b end up do wrong source.
Cancelled whole thing. Redo.
Look at clock, left five minutes.
Looks at question.
"How far does the author show that... bla bla bla"
*Looks at clock again. 3min*
*Answers Qn 2 - Very Far. <--- that's a full stop. *sleeps* 9/25.

You know, the thing about teachers now.
At some point, they elevate their subject above all others.
For in their view, theirs matters.
Esp Maths.
They are oblivious that we take 8 subjects.
With a homework the height of my ankle. (Not in books, seriously in questions ._.)
Things start to seem...
Robotically in motion.

Students of Singapore -
90% Complain.
1% Saying Sian.
1% staring at Chinese scholars in amazement.
1% Sleeping.
1% Slacking.
1% not knowing what teachers rant about.
1% Forgetting everything.
1% Wondering why their life is so.
1% Staring at homework.
1% Realising how close EOYs are.
0.5% Promising themselves to work. Or give up. Either one.
0.4% Telling the guy next to you, Jia you.
0.1% Work.

Don't crap. Athletes coming from the youth of Singapore?
You must be joking. Singapore Sports School? Wow.
Geniuses cum World-Class Athletes.
That's a realistic mix for every Singaporean.
With our education system. That's just well in sight man. Kudos.
A great possibilty. A vision for Singapore.
I doubt sleep was factored. So yeah, take sleep out of the equation,
you have a well balanced formula right there. :]

-Continues A Maths.

P.S. Parents are actually a main pressure factor in most IMO.
*looks at the P6 girl struggling away for PSLE.*
Wow. Talk about an awesome childhood.
The new Uniquely Singapore National Identity
-Students of all colors mugging together.

reply to quizzes.

2008-09-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
*Karen and karin. I think.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
Friends.

3.Your five impression of him/her?
err.. Dunno leh. ><

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
err. say hello =)

5.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
hello =)

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
Err... huh.

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Err... huh.

8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
Err... try to wonder why she became my enemy and fix that.

.9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
No reason at all. That's why alot of ppl dun like me anyway xD

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
Huh... err. remain friends?

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Dunno leh. Nice people =)

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Err... Dunno leh. Mixed lah. One day angry one day happy xD

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Dunno leh. I just like me.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
I normally dun fix my problems. Even though I fix other's.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Ssshhh =x

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
I love you too.

17. Pass this quiz to first 10 person that you can think of, how they feel about you.
Just select yourself as one of the ten and do =)

---------------------------------End of 1st quiz--------------------------------------------

2nd quiz by Sean Teo.
#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
-Makkah if I feel religious
-Some western country if I wanna go on holiday

#2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
Listening to Music. ;)

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Materialistic and short term happiness. Yes
True happiness. No.

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
Love and Happiness. :D

#5 Things you cant live without :
My heart.
Friends.
Music Player.
Phone
Myself.

#6 What are you afraid to lose ?
Family & Friends.

#7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
-Give some to my family.
-Buy a house
-Invest.
-Spend.

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
Being a millionaire is cool .
But I wanna have a comfortable job that helps people.

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey :
-Dam friendly.
-Trustworthy
-Fun person.

#10 What makes you happy ?
-Music.
-Joking around.
-Making my dad proud. (It like, rarely happens anyway)

#11 What type of person do you hate the most ?
Liars.
Backstabbers.

#12 If you have a super power what would it be ?
To remove all vices from the world.

#13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
Happiness

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
Family
Friends
N

#15 If you have a girlfriend, would you die for her ?
depends on the situation

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
Can't rmb. I think I hugged a boy last time I hugged.

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
Listen to Music.
make an MMV.

#18 Who are you close to ?
err.. those that are close to me?

#19 Are you courageous enough to the person that you like her ?
Hehe, If she does. =P

#20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
Try to make less mistakes or lousy judgments.

7 things that scare you:
My dad.
Losing people around me.
getting lousy results.
Reaching a dead end.
Losing my stuff.
Losing a part of me
Getting bitten by something huge.

7 random facts about me :
- Can't play musical instruments but love music.
- Been transferring from place to place all my life.
- Prefer to entertain rather than impress.
- I realised im quite secretive.
- I don't like to follow people's traditional ideas of leadership. If you get people to follow, you're a leader.
-Sometimes I feel I mislead people.
-Like to help people out for proper reasons.
- My first Aid ain't that great.

7 things i plan to do before i die :
-To make sure I feel fulfilled.
-Do loads of good deeds.
-Leave enough money for my family.
-Try to remembered for one reason or another.
-If I have children, to have raised them well.
-Atone for my sins.
-Live life as I would like it.

7 things i can do:
-Eat
-Sleep
-Read
-Slack
-Cycle
-Play
-Study

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex :
People are so diverse. Making a checklist is meaningless xD

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Okay, quizzes are done. :]

P.S. The dedications need loads of time. Its still under drafts.

Smail is happier now, but stressed by exams! =O

EDITS! :D

2008-08-27T07:07:00.001+08:00

I needed a new skin. For laughs.
Links will be done soon, i promise Loyce'll be in it x)
Previous post edited, I forgot to put in Kah Lun's and Adam's name in the todo list. x)

Peace,

Thanks for the memories ;D

2008-08-13T07:28:00.009+08:00

and no, it isn't the song meant to be talking about the hooker.
Anyways I see that I happen to be posting again.
But much to "my" happiness, its not about me.
Its about well. Alot of people.

8 AUGUST 2008. (88. Its a cool number)
That happened to be the first ever SIBS BEEVE DAY. =D

thanks to Beverley for being one the most marvellous sisters ever.
thanks for keeping me un-bored.
thanks for giving me a will to continue.
thanks for the chance to let me retain that partial bursting energy I keep,
thanks for being around to talk to me,
thanks for the joy and excitement you bring,
thanks for the laughter you create,

thanks for never judging me otherwise.

Sorry at times it slips my mind to reply,
Sorry about late year 2006, when i talked a whole lot less
Sorry at times I somehow seem a little bit down.
Sorry that we never really "talked".
Sorry I had been shy,
Sorry that I had to leave,
and i most sincerely regret everything,
yet thank you for telling me,
"its not too late".
Sorry for everything, thanks to you for everything else,
A - Z ,
year 2006-2008,
Simei to Hougang,
as far as my memories bring me,
you made my life a whole lot sweeter =]
(and I hope the doggy'll keep you company well ;D )
stay forever cute.
stay forever marvellous,
as you've always had.

OH! And I do remember alot of things.
Its strange most of it involves looking at the phone.
But well, makes me see myself like...
Way back.
When you first asked if I could be your brother.
I was completely lost.
Hehe, never got the idea then.
I mean, come on, am i to blame,
I just "graduated" from primary school.
And that was the trend of "BFF" , or "BFFNMWH"
or "BFF-whatever-comes-next"
I still remember asking.
"err, so what happens when I become your brother"
Gosh, that was me.
Heh,
and you were one of the first few I started the idea of talking over sms.
and somehow, I think you partly made me what I am.
the joy, the sharing, the laughter, the happiness.
It was cloud nine when I think about it.
Awesome eh. xD

To end, i'll just quote from Bon Jovi,
"I'll be there for you,
these five words I swear to you"

World of Our Own [US Mix] - westlife

-Love,
ismail =D

P.S. My hotline's still open 24hrs for you =P

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This one goes to the other people who always were the coolest,
and who made me what I am too.
Well, hehe, except Andy. I'll never be a perv =P

Joel.

Thanks for everything bro,
Can't imagine how much my life would change w/o you.
Maybe i would have been awesome friends with the one you bully x)
I'm really sorry for whatever wrong / bad stuff / bad deeds / evil deeds
I did to you.
i just wish I could take it all back.
And no, I don't think your singing sucks.
And no, I never meant it when you were jealous =x
I'm real sorry I couldn't heed your advice on that one woman.
That woman, THE woman.
Maybe there was nothing to prove,
Maybe it was my whole self at stake,
to date. I guess I still dunno.
At least she won't terrorise anyone else,
people who deserved chances.
With all the times you mocked / scolded / joked / talked behnd my back / made all sorts of faces / etc etc etc about me.
I really appreciate it,
makes me see myself sometimes.
And you were also one of those always there.
Stay happy and smaily bro,
Try to "unscrew" yourself as you did for me,
I won't mind singing Superman till the cows come home.
That was the first song we sang together.
And Andy was the pretty boy xD
let's smail like we used to

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Sturt.

Original Name: Stuart Siew Bing Quan
After that one music lesson: Sturt Source Based Question.
Talk about evil.
Well, you're also another guy who err...
Made me go through alot.
Apart from all the sacarsm, mocking and everything.
Time with you was just awesome.
Well, especially pickleball I guess.
I'm still warming up you noob. =P
You know, I really hope you somehow get your "Sturt's final fantasy" straight.
Along with that one destination.
Try to focus on your destination eh,
Sceneries are nice to see,
dangerous to visit xD
And yeah, you're still cute.
No matter how tall you grow
(it's shocking you're growing taller,
I think i've been stagnating too much)
or old you get.
(14 - 15 yrs old only got 1 yr diff NIA =P)
Anyways, thx for the joy.
And dun worry about the phones stealing cases.
Even though it was countless.
i did find it pretty fun xD
Sorry if i ever got angry or wad.
and about my super messy
and occasional perv self.
Hehe, well,
Cya soon buddy =D
and i think my basketball still rocks more than you =P

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Royce.

Damn royce, you make me cry.
Really, when i really thought about it,
it was a time i cried for someone other than me,
which hasnt happened in a long, long time.
And dn worry, you didnt spoil my mood,
you just made me a little.
Sad.
Well, not to matter.
You were a damn marvellous and unique character in my life you know.
Singing from that cute red file.
Creating the Royce Woo Academy with its own set of rules.
(I still dun think I'll ever join it xD)
Beatboxing with the I sound like a robot
Calling me spastic.
Calling me retarded.
Calling me a bloody fool.
And your smile is damn... you.
Your laugh is dam infectious.
I just wished I could have been there for you more back then,
now, and for all time.
I'm just a ring away Royce.
You know, if i ever become a filthy rich billionaire.
I'll get myself that car. Rolls Royce.
And I'll tell people,
my car has the same name
with one of the greatest people in the world =)

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Siew Beng

I can cry when I read your post.
But here's to you.
I came in XMS.
And I never knew Koh Siew Beng.
In fact, when I entered SJAB.
I never really knew Koh Siew Beng.
Nor Zenson.
Then I got the knack of suddenly shouting.
SIEW BENG YOU ROCK.
for no reason.
Little did I know,
that this would eventually come true.
Then you entered SJAB AC.
And we met ADAM! (He was just a Lance Corporal back then)
then we talked. and wondered why the team rarely was together.
and you live in TP. makes our route home quite similar.
Loads of time to talk.
No matter how long the story or topic was.
It was a long road home.
And sometimes, still it wasnt really enough.
I'm really sorry about the day you returned from CVSS.
It was not really meant to offend you,
but I guess we overdid it.
And I'm real sorry for getting lost while you were in a bad mood.
I just wanted to try to hasten the way back.
Turned out luck doesnt really like me.
Thanks for all the understanding,
Thanks for keeping me company.
You've changed alot for the better.
And I don't think our friendship will change any way it is.
And I do find the journey home,
a little lonely. A little short.
Each time I head to Hougang on a 72 bus.
I somehow feel that you were there.
Well, thanks for everything too,
good luck with your problems.
I'll listen if you need me.
Till next time, =D

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I think i'll take pretty long for the next few people.
But i'll post. Gives me a little topic for the next few weeks.

Shi Li
Andy
Teng Yong
James
Amirul
Dave
Zenson
Isaac
Jagdave
Staff NAB
kah Lun
OCT ADAM

2008-08-09T08:00:00.004+08:00

Yes yes, the pressure to blog.
I've been under immense pressure lately.
Projects. Tests. Etcetera... etcetera... etcetera.
It's simple why I don't wanna blog actually.
I'm gonna piss people off.
You know, LATELY.
I've been doubly sacarstic,
doubly mean. Double Kao bei.
Of course, most of it happens at the back of my head.
Hehe =)

WELL! National Day went over pretty quickly.
Then went to celebrate Matthias' birthday.
He's a marvellous man begetting all sorts of undeserved stress.
Don't worry, everything's gonna be alright.
Time heals well... most stuff =)

I've also been packing food lately. Yes, I seem dam random.
WHY? 1) Save Money
2) So I can Have more money
3) canteen food is horrible.
4) Eating in school is just so I won't starve anyway =)
And I'm getting that thing =D

I've been remembering my old school alot.
It was awesome. Fun like just super heck care sort.
Imagine Burning worksheets by accident,
breaking loads of lab stuff.
Wasting MAMA LEMONS.
Standing outside class.
Fooling around.
The great thing about memories,
more than half of it make you laugh x)

Visited my granddad in hospital too.
Feel dam sad for him.
Even sadder it has to take a hospital stay for me to try to go to him again.

Missed a meet up wit my xms friends. Cancelled the concert.
Feel dam bad. Dam angry.
Why must the world be so busy?
DAY. OFF! Please.

Really don't have much to say right now.
Serious. BUT! I remembered an awesome song. Smile - Lily Allen
She sings like a depressed psycho lah.

i seriously have no idea what the title is for.

2008-07-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

I feel disturbed.
I feel angry.
I feel agitated.
I feel pissed.
I feel mad.
I feel sold out.
I feel shagged. (if my ex-AC trainer still reads this. No, i wasn't having sex x) )
I feel lost.
I feel disoriented.
I feel sleepy.
I feel hollow.

I want to sleep,
just sleep it all off.
Then wake up ( to do what? )
Do Math? No.
Do English? maybe.
Do MSN? I rarely do.
Do Sleeping? I don't like sleeping in the day while I'm at home.
Do WHAT THEN?

Good question. I dunno. I'm turning more deranged by the day.
More insane.
More crazy. Bad sense.
More eccentric.
More unpredictable.
More irrational.

Anyways. LOVE QN OF THE DAY + FREE SOLUTION.
How to show you're jealous about someone without actually being to obvious?

1. Have loads of green stuff. Watermelons, green apples, green paper.

2. Place it around the person's usual locations.

3. Write down in ur best writing,

Love,
(your name) <3

iSmail isn't feeling too well.

2008-07-05T13:49:00.004+08:00

Referring to the title, I must confess,
I haven't really been in the best of moods.
It's like damn... damn... err...
well, enough elaboration.
The vulgar part of me is triggering itself.
You know, all the f and cb and all flying all over.
Nvm, I'm better than that.

What happened lately, well,
reasons to be happy (esplanade trip =D)
reasons to be otherwise (majority of everything else)

Nvm, I'll feel happy talking about the esplanade trip.
It was awesome.
We reached JUST IN TIME.
Any minute later and I guess we'll have missed the whole show.
Why do ladies take so long to dress up.
Heh, siew beng was getting so stressed it amused me. Seriously.

BBOYS & BALLERINA

About the ballerina who fell in love with a B-boy. (A fella who brk-dances)
Anyways, so she learns how to brkdance blah blah and got jealousy cases and alot of dancing. Cool dancing. Summarised well I guess.

Although it does come to certain wonder as to why the girl seems to want to assimilate to the boy so much rather than the other way around. Well, not my place to talk about love. x)

Anyways, we then moved on to eat at Pizza Hut. Took us a long time to find a halal place. Never ever try to eat at Raffles City Shopping Mall, unless you want to eat at Burger Kings. Burger Kings, where I lost my phone.

Oh, and I went to a CKP concert immediately after SJAB yesterday.
It was cute. Small children walking around and everything.
Viewing the concert from the floor.
Meeting my teacher.
Oh yeah, Shaun Tok was singing there,
haha, my teacher said he wore skinnies that made him look like bird legs. x) It was funny when one entitles themselves to give their own opinion that goes against majority.
Oh, his voice is breaking!

Other reasons to be not so happy,
there's like so much that I can't pinpoint.
Well, studies wise. Everything's falling apart.
Seriously.
I sleep more again.
I don't even bother to do one question while I pretend to study.

I'm so shagged I barely give myself the oppurtunity to do my normal sms conversations. Just, sleep it all off. And return to school the next morning.

I mean, argh. FUCK LAH.

its not you guys, or the sec 1s.
its just that...
I've been so shagged and...
tired and,
agitated.
Well, but the shouting in front of the Surabaya procession felt odd.
Look left, right, front, center. Goodness is that impossible? grr. I just snapped.

and that person is pushing it. Not sec 1 mind you, much older.

OH!

ESTHER TAN

HATES ME

COS I

BULLIED HER D:

She asked me to write that down xD

Tired. ._.

2008-06-13T11:25:00.004+08:00

Well, I just reached home yesterday.
Wasn't in much mood to fool around the comp.
So i just switched on the xbox and tried to sleep while playing it.
Then followed my dad to Plaza Sing at Midnight,
what in the world.. which company makes a sale tt starts only at midnight?
Well I went anyways.

SNCO.
Not as bad as i did expect. Heh,
heck, only the first day seemed very long.
Lecture after lecture with a tired brain.
The second day wasn't too bad.
The third day was just a test+packup.
Oh, and we watched Coach Carter on the second night.
Ice cream on the second night.
Talk about really cool.

Total pumps done: 25. (We could have avoided if we wanted to, but i felt abit funny not getting pumped once in a while).
Total times scolded personally: Once. Lunchtime. I'll explain later.
Total times tio suan: Quite alot. It seems the word marvellous is disturbing. x)
As you see, it wasn't as bad.

Even the pumping was actually a forfeit. x)
About the scolding, well I got scolded for ineffectiveness at Lunch.
I was Course IC first day.
The First course IC.
It was actually much easier than the time I was Camp IC at XM TC.
Go around, make sure people stick to time.
But you know the best part about these people,
(Apart from first Lunch and TOC)
They can actually do what they are supposed to do,
and walk from place to place in time. o.o
Lunchtime was horrible man.
A plate of hard to eat rice.
With a hard to wash oily tupperware.
And only two washing pails and one hose then.
Thank god it was fixed.
These people took their own time to eat, to wash. =/
P.S. You know like how people can't aim at the urinal?
It seems the problem is likewise with the dustbin.
Dustbin there. Rice on the floor in front of dustbin.

"COURSE, YOU HAVE TWO MINUTES LEFT!"
"YES IC!"... *resumes walking and strolling around. Crap.

Oh, as Camp IC I praised them a bit too much.
"Understand?"
"Yes IC!"
"Marvellous, carry on"
Hehe, the ones high up didnt like that. x.x

Then my 2nd night was terrible really.
The fella beside me was snoring and snoring and omg.
Buay tahan. Sometimes you just feel like wrapping a poncho round his head to block the noise.
Oh, and personally, I actually found sleeping on tabletop more comfortable then the bench we have for night duty.
Then there was the smell. oh man that was terrible.

The MOI studies were pretty good.
The Course MOI's were darn impressive. (I like LT2, got aircon)
Clinton was hilarious. Oh yeah, we found a good number of similarities between us.
Oh, Glada's one was nice too. I'm motivated by sweets. xD

1) We never went for Junior NCO course.
2) We sort of got rusty on our first aid.
3) We both wanted to do Flag-bearer command just because its the easiest
This one doesn't apply to us alone,
but we both couldn't stand his snoring.

Carrying on. Activation Code. At first they said it was the movie name.
Then it turned out to be IRON MAN.
The activation code was a dam funny.
*Camp Commandant ask Question*
*No answer, everybody half asleep*

"Okay I'm giving you the activation code,"
Split second. Everyone's eyes widen and say huh.
Talk about alert.

Then, all sort of refererences made of Iron Man were made.
"either watch movie, or get the other thing"
"Fe Man"
"Metal man"
"Iron Lady" (Tt was trainer activation code. LOL)

Oh, and would you like to watch a blockbuster movie starring the first aiders of Zone 8?
Its called Iron Man. Hehehe.

Oh, and you know what is written on our course manual first page?
Its quite sad really.

I AM NOT QUALIFIED TO BE AN INSTRUCTOR.

Extremely motivational. ._.

Well, that about sums up the Course la, anymore thing I remember I go edit this post.
Well, I feel glada nd have a strong feeling when I reached home. Interesting. x)
But there's this like lingering feeling you know that's like...
"If only there was more time to know them a little better." Heh.
what is this I feel. haha x)

Peace to the World yooooooo.

P.S. YOU KNOW THAT I HAD TO SHAVE AT

THE CAMP ITSELF?!

Always Be My Baby (Studio Version) - David Cook

Yes. The previous post is number 69.

2008-06-09T21:37:00.002+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen,
I have the most marvellous news of 2008.
I am going for Senior NCO camp.
*applause*
10-12 June filled with ecstacy for me and my Black and white uniform.
And grey boots.
3 days of fun.
3 days of happy.
3 days of excitement.
3 days of marvellous 72hrs.

I mean, who could resist,
standing on one leg.
Getting pumped.
Running around.
Getting shouted at.
Getting sniggered at.
Getting pushed around.
Keeping your eyes awake at night. (Alright I like that, its peaceful during night duty)
Sweating away.
Cheering away.
Listening to lecture after lecture after lecture.
Getting my stuff stolen.
Having to bang tables and cheer for a plate of food.
Catered from God knows where.
Marvellous food.
Hunger. Fatigue.
I'm gonna have a great time really.
I mean look at me, I'm all set and ready to go.
Just finished packing my bag 5min ago.
Said goodbye to my darling. The computer
Lala. I shall set off now.
Wish me luck on my journey to DHS.
3 days of enlightenment.
Its all gonna be great,
i forgot my first aid and my footdrill,
Its all gonna be great.
my boots are grey.
Its all gonna be great,
I'm still so shagged.
Its all gonna be great.
This will be my last camp.

And off Smail goes to make history.
The Man who grumbles about being happy in a camp. ._.

Post 69.

2008-06-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

I look at the calender.
I got like one week left excluding SNCO.
1 week to finish all my homework.
is it a secondary school thing to finish homework last min?
I know people from HWA do it. Heh x)

Well, Im strangely feeling a little. Weird.
Hollow. Empty. Again. Bored. Tired.

Doesn't matter. negativities are minimised on this blog.
Well, I went to SG discovery centre a 2 weeks ago i think.
It was pretty interesting. Like, a simulated bomb attack and the ground shakes.
And it's very loud. Pretty intense eh.
Then there was this country building management game.
You get a couple of building blocks to place on a plot of land.
Singapore. So must have space for this and that.
There's more blocks than there is space.
So well, skyscrapers are essential.
I had a cinema at the top of the mall.
Shops below the HDB.
HDB on top of more HDBs.
A swimming complex at the top of a mall.
Haha, never put me on space management.

I also went to M'sia.
Watched a couple of movies. It wasn't bad.
But it got pretty hilarious when we were told the snack bar was out of drinks.
They only had can drinks. What kind of Cinema snack bar goes out of drinks?!
Heh, i also saw a couple of fake iPods.
iPod nano for 100RM. Wow.
The hotel rooms were cool.
Although I only spent a few hours on the bed.
The dinner was fascinating. Oysters.
The slimy, squishy texture with that sea-ish taste.

Oh, i've been mapling once in a while too.
Help my sibs train the acc. Eridanus is as bad as any other world I noticed.
Just that their capacity to ks aint that great.
Well, i fulfilled only a few on the to do list i had.
Like watch movies and all.
heh, ambitious eh xD

Im in no mood to express much really.
This weird feeling drived me to blog just to keep my mind of the feeling.
Oh, the little hangout with Esther and Zanna was fun.
I love sitting down just to do nthn. Or swinging for that matter.
Note to self, dun swing with a milk tea filled stomach ;D

That's all. I shall continue another time. (Maybe I'll audi after this)
Smail =D

Its still May

2008-05-31T14:39:00.003+08:00

1 week has passed of my June Holidays.
Damn. Well, anyways, I know its a little mad.
But I'm getting a little pissed with Audi.
The people there get more boring.
Or maybe its because I can't muster the energy to play continuously.
Anyways, I've changed my Music Vid project. Or rather, opened a new MINI sized one.

Song Title - I will survive.

Soon I'll make MMV's. or Audi MVs. Those would be marvellous.
I think it's damn cute. OH YEAH.
Talking about maple, I'm opening a new character in the new world.
Hehe. It'll keep me busy. Cos when everyone there is noob,
there's honestly less bastards and bitches like there is in Aquila.
Cos no one gives a shit what you have in Aquila x)
Some people are smart.
Waiting out till the pirate job comes out cos the hype of pirates is all over in MapleKorea.
But well, see, if I train. And Hunt. So while you're waiting I'm hunting.
Get lucky enough and I get one of your pirate drops and I'll do some daylight robbery. x)
Ismail thinks big for a game he barely plays in the first place.

Anyways, I still think Audi has some major room for improvement. Songs-wise.
Seriously.

I AM SAD.

2008-05-27T09:01:00.002+08:00

Yes I am.
Wth. I. HAD. MY. PHONE. STOLEN.
Okay, the use of vulgarities I'm severely restricting.
For all this talk about not wanting to be like my father,
once I let loose I'm no different from him.
Looking back, maybe I'm just his walking mini-clone.
Alright, Maybe I'm about as tall, so clone.
Save the appearance. I follow my mom.

So, my new phone's stolen. It was a nice Sony Eric w890i.
Had it for less than a month. But now I'll never see it again.
Unless I cough up 500 dollars.
And the Thief will never be caught.
Actually if you ask me I don't mind.
There's other things more important on my mind.
Maybe this is retribution for being a liar.
or for stealing some stuff a couple of years back.

Yes, I sometimes think I'm a compulsive liar.
The lie i probably said the most.
I'm single, really.

Heh, what the hell am I thinking.
For a person who can even lie to HIMSELF.
How in the world can I expect to be trusted time and again. =/
I'm sorry I lied, its all... fear i guess.

Anyways, watched a movie at Bugis yesterday.
Okay, not a jaw dropping movie, but it was entertaining.
Made-Of-Honour.
Sometimes I feel like that fella lahh.
Talk about relating to the movie xD
Hehehe, no I'm not evil.
It was a movie about a man who loved this girl.
Background of the Man: Playboy, Casanova, Fornicator, Charming Fella
So he eventually "matured" and really liked this girl.
But see, this girl went on a trip to Scotland.
He was to propose when she returns after six weeks.
BUT.
She got herself a fiance from Scotland.
Hehehe.
Heartbroken man he waswho eventually ends up being the Maid-Of-Honour.
So he set out on this course to make the "Perfect" Wedding, to win her back.
Possibly some sexual jokes all over the place.
Yeah, then eventually he confessed and stole her just at the wedding itself.
God knows how angry the scot probably was. x)
Then they married, and made love.

That was a quick summary on the movie.
Okay, I know this blog post probably has not much spirit,
but lose something. A thing, its worse if its someone,
and you'll see the heartache. Its quite Ass.
Yeahh, and vulgarities from my own dad.
For all the insults thrown at me from other people,
I can just laugh it away.
For all the insults thrown at me from other people,
I can even take it in my stride.
For all the insults thrown at me from other people,
I can say I don't really care.
For all the insults thrown at me from my own father,
It hurts the most.
Far beyond physical injury,
Far beyond the loss of dignity.
I never understood why you could never understand

Heh, don't ask me to talk it out with my dad.
Self-centered egoist. I tried, tried, and time again,
all in vain.
I've given up.

I mean come on, he even puts pictures of him recieving some awards from Tharman.
Do I look like I give a shit when I feel that all this results are more for you than for me.

Back to topic, after that I went to Bugis,
I got a bag, and a pair of jeans. Need to return that, its kinda small.
On that day, I spent close to a hundred dollars.
Way beyond standard budget.
On that day, I lost over 500 dollars.
Heart-breaking.

Well, give me time for recomposure yeah.
I think I'll just jump back soon enough.
Like you said, this ain't the first time I lost a phone.
I still remember you smashed one.

Oh yeah, he thinks its over a girl I lost my phone.
Once again I never could understand why you couldnt.

Anyways, think this part will cheer me up. A QUIZ.
From Liyana. And I shall reply, or answer for that matter. I found it pretty cool.
It's been long since I've had a quiz x)
Put me and you in a separate quiz.
Father and Son. F9.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Well, I guess I'd ask her Why.
Then I'll why her, till she's screwed.
Then it depends on her, if she's apologetic,
I'll forgive like I always do,
If she still remains nonchalant,
i think it just wouldn't have worked out between us darling ;)

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I'd like to be Varrigal possibly, hehe, only a few of you would understand.
On a more realistic note. I'd like to have a superb family, strong income and a house with my own idea of interior design x)
Oh, and I'd like to do a lot of charity work once in a while for children.

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Hehe, mine might differ from Liyana.
I'd like mine with a lot of people.
I just love to talk alot x)
Oh! Plus aircon. I think I'd like to be comfortable.
I heard wedding costumes are quite stuffy.

#4 what would you do with a billion dollars?
I'd migrate Nicholas back here. Private plane and everything.
I'll give quite a lot to my parents.
I'd maybe buy over a business and then donate alot of money to charities.
NKF not included till I know that they have sincere people.
SJAB will recieve quite alot. Then as a major contributor to their funds I would like them to revise the way they hold their camps.
Give my parents loads of money.
Just save the rest. I think there's ample.
Oh, I'd buy a nice freehold house and stay there.

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
This is weird eh. I don't really know.
I think it's ideal when I somehow feel its ideal.
Maybe ideal would be someone like me.
As in, we share a personality which each other knows straight to the core,
"what we mean". Heh x)

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being Loved.

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Woah, what a... negative question.
I would have preferred what I would "do" for someone I love.
That would be easy,
anything that doesn't cross family or religion. =]
back to question seven, Well, the right one will come when it's time for her to come.
Otherwise waiting forever sounds possible xD

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
HAHHAHAHA.
TWO OPTIONS.
1) Be just like the Made-Of-Honour. (Not likely, I'm not too evil)
2) I'd feel happy for her, being a friend's still fine xD

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
1. My Phone.
2. My Dad.
3. My Father.
4. My Papa.
5. My Daddy.
6. The Man right above me in the family tree.

#10 what do you want most in life?
Happiness. And everyone else's happiness too. =]
And there must be love in the world.
Not that it makes it go round,
cos its directly tied to Happiness.
No killing, no fighting, no poverty. =/

#11 what cheers you up the fastest?
Someone who tells me a joke,
No matter how good the joke is,
the intention was nice.
Ironically, the Man who cheers me up with a joke the fastest,
is the man who can make me down for a pretty long time.

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
25 years old. I'd like a stable job. Possibly Married.
Possibly Dating. Possibly Single.
Happy.

#13 who is currently the most important people to you?
Family. Friends. And everyone else who comes to me for help.

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Happy. Friendly. Smiling away. Willing to bully Ismail xD

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single & Rich. With all my talk of happiness I don't think a poor marriage is a healthy one. Laughter and Smiles don't put food on the table.
Lets be financially stable, then we can enjoy ourselves more x)
Anyyways, if the question continued wit Single & Rich FOREVER.
Well, being rich still has its perks, and you can still maek yourself happy by making someone else's day. =]

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
I wake up, remember what happened yesterday. Say uhh.

#17 would you give your all in a relationship?
Why not? o.o

#19 what type of friends do you like?
I got so many types its like so hard to narrow down.
But, I like loyal friends. =)

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End of quiz. Not too bad eh. Took one hour to write it out.
Remember why I never liked this posting. Takes me ages x)

Well, smail alwaes yeah =D
Despite everything, I still love you.
Its somehow hard to say,
but i pray there will never come a time,
when its too late.

Bye Bye.mp3 - Mariah Carey

Back. For Now.

2008-05-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

Yeahh, can't hang around long. I'll give more observational insights in the next post. Right now people are just forcing me to make one post, so I shal =)

Well, Common topics.
1)How were my exams?
2)What will I be doing in the holidays.

1)My exams arr. I lazy scan and post the picture. So I'll just write it out.

EL----------------- 70.0 / 70.0 / 70.0 A2 =)
MT----------------- 58.0 / 70.0 / 65.6 B3 =)
A.Math------------- 86.0 / 75.0 / 79.1 A1 =)
E.Math------------- 84.0 / 76.0 / 79.0 A1 =)
BIO---------------- 82.0 / 75.0 / 77.6 A1 =)
CHEM -------------- 72.0 / 68.0 / 69.5 B3 Almost. ._.
Combined Humans.--- 83.0 / 55.0 / 65.5 B3 ._.
Pure Lit ---------- 80.0 / 63.0 / 69.4 B3 Almost. ._.
CME. -------------- C. 0.0"

Total: 575.6/800 / 72.0 % / PASSED
Conduct: Very Good. ( I know xD )
Attendance: 88/93. (Not bad)
Part of my remarks: Show a positive attitude towards learning and a willingness to work hard. (Hehehe...)
L1R4 : 8
L1R5 : 11

Well, EL was consistent. Thank god i did fine in MYE.
MT was quite a shocker, well, covers up my CA. Happy luh =D
A and E Math were delightful.
Quite thankful i did well for MYES x)
BIO was great.
Chem was a controlled surprise. At least i didnt fail.
Combined Humans and Lit were quite disappointing ><
CME was just jaw dropping. Hehe xD
Well, im "quite" happy with it.
But I still have to aim for a single pointer if I wanna live up to my DAD's expectations.
Like usual.

Yups, that sums it up. I worked hard... only for 11 points.
Quite demoralising eh.
Well, carrying on. MYEs are over.

2) JUNE Hols
Got quite a big list of to-dos.
Firstly, I have to go for Senior NCO course.
Not excited at all. Not say cos its gonna turn into a tekan camp.
But I have to cut my hair ._.

Well, let me see.
I plan to.
1) Watch Movies (Anyone care to join me? Just drop an sms =) )
2) Replace my spoilt earpieces. (Creative earpieces suck lah)
3) Replace my spoilt jeans.
4) Make a Music Video (I need a video editing software, any suggestions?)
4i) See, its gonna end up comprising scenes from all over the place. I might add in Audi and Maple if i feel like it, otherwise its gonna be mostly movie cuts)
5) Possibly learn breakdancing. I think i've covered Jumpstyle.
6) Become a Mr. Yandao in Maple E world. (Out 4th June)
Anyways I'm just kidding. I'll elaborate on my Yandao dream soon.
Some of you might have heard x)
7) Replace my keyboard
8) Pass my SenCo and earn 3 stripes. If I don't I'll emo for a long time and become very disheartened since I cut my hair for nothing.
9) Be a little happier.
10) Settle a couple of problems.
11) Sleep for a little longer.
12) Blog a little more.
13) A little private stuff.
14) Hang out. ( Similar to #1, but not everybody likes movies =/ )
15) Visit Bunk again soon.
16) Memorise a few songs to drive people nuts.
17) To be continued.
Any of you clowns asking me to get a stead will be severely dealt with ;)

Seems like quite a big list eh, well, I just thought of it in 10min.
I'll move back to my normal posts soon lah,
I miss my old sweet, *sincerely* happy times

Smail Alwaes =D

15 ;)

2008-05-06T12:53:00.008+08:00

Today is pretty sway.
Like, really.

I woke up at 4 to do a little bit of Bio Revision.
Fell asleep on e floor at 0530.
Then i went to school, it was 0730 when i reached Bedok MRT.
I realised i didnt have my calculator for my Math paper.
Rushed back. Took a cab to school.
Reached school at the bell ring. Just in time.
Taxi cost me ten dollars. Its getting expensive to travel quick. =x

Math.
I forgot there was such a thing as a horizontal line. Gradient 0.
And a vertical line. Gradient Undefined.
Then there were big numbers. Careless mistakes can pop anytime.

I reached home. Wanted to destress with a little Audi.
Yes, I still play audi. I just started agn few weeks ago.
Dun worry, its not much of a distraction xD
And there was maintenance. Like uhh, bad timing man ._.
*sry for the long M.I.A, we could have been saffron by now I guess =x

IC.
I have a couple of days to register it at Lavender.
Or to send it by mail.
Why cant I do it at the June Hols?
I mean, having the card means its a possibility of getting lost rite?
I need a safer wallet.
Maybe a huge padlock.
Or a little card which says,
Please return to Ismail Zainal.
90665527.
Or Mail to.
*my address here*
Wouldnt life be better if everyone was THAT honest?
I mean cmon. Take the money i understand.
But do you have to keep the poor fella's wallet ><>*yes by the way i *did* shave recently.
Who needs what SK-II facial mask when you could look younger wit a 1.50 shaver?

Anyways, thanks to all for the wishes and the gifts,
sweet of you to remember.
AND, most of you added my frequent sayings in the wishes.
What a good reflection of what i've said in the past year* xD
Although we did miss out the part where it says,
"life isn't about being cool and wooing girls" - Ismail

Oh, but apart from all I have to thank this guy.
Very friendly fella, Didn't expect him to wish me but he did.
I dun realli have that GEMS card right now.
But he did "Go The Extra Mile for Service."
He got my number 0.0
Okay, like really. It surprised me so,
I love surprises xD

Thanks SEAN LEE.
Hope you do well for your mid years :D

Smail Alwaes,
15 years old and going xD

Happy Birthday
The Click Five

Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
Twenty one

I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
It's all too late

Now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there

Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday

Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
To you

Im guilty of this crime.
Forgetting ppl's, yet they rmb mine.
So Sorry ><

Im NOT EMO ._.

2008-04-12T02:53:00.000+08:00

By the above mentioned title I, Ismail Zainal would like to make a clarification.

Wait, a few clarifications. Multiple clarifications.

It will address all your issues with my weirdicity. As in, weirder than my usual weird.

Yes, I am speaking formally this time. it is in preparation for the use of archaic english in my later posts. xD Or i shall consider using twit. Considering the fluctuation of twitty language in Audition.

THAT IS OFF TOPIC! So back to what I was saying,

I am trying not to sound like what I am about to disclaim,

so thy shall bear with me. xD
--------------Accusations of the Poor Bugger---------------

1)Ismail you're emoing.

Yes, for the weeks of april that seems the prevalent topic-starter when talking to me.
Hmm, I shall admit. I shall confess. I shall tell you the very inevitable.

I am not emo-ing ._.

I do NOT emo. i do NOT slit. i do NOT have a stone wall for a face.
Would you like to be sentenced to an hour of staring to be convinced my eyes still have life? =P
As I was saying. Smail says NO to emo.
Smail and Emo generally are polar opposites.
Do you see an emo fella walking around and laughing for no reason?
No, he hangs out with his best friends. his pen-knife and his iPod,
and a little notebook where he will sketch in emo terms like.
I really don't understand what's going on with my life,
someone help me.

Well, someone help them, and when help comes.
They reply: I am not emo.
Aren't they a hilarious bunch.
Back to topic. I am not emo. <--- that is a full stop.

2) Why you look so shagged?

i feel sick, I haven't been having enough sleep xD
Mugging / Contemplating on daily life.

3) Are you lovesick?
Goodness Gracious what kind of question is that.
its either
a) you took my previous post too literally. or
b) you think that I'm lovesick cos everyone says I'm emo.
c) you suddenly see scrawlings of love of my table. That's NOT mine. Well, most of it. xD

Gee, that's a little... weird.
Ismail and Lovesick.
Smailyfaces and lovesickness.
Uhh... *raises hands high up*
*big, proud, commanding voice*

IN MY HONEST OPINION,

*back to normal*
I seriously am not.

Yes, I play love scenarios, but all this has been sparked by everyday affairs.
You must understand, there is cause to my randomness.
Basically, it means it sort of just happens.
Back to the lovebit,

1) Other people are falling in love.
2) two Singaporean athletes are falling OUT of love.
3) Reader's Digest was ALL about Love. (Actually most of the time it is)
4) I just watched the brain patterns in love process in action.
5) I think it's everywhere.
6) i suddenly notice more people making out.
*i shall elaborate further on the paragraph with **.
7) I'm hearing stories of people getting despo.
Oxidisation.
8) I start to see people are getting despo.
9) I read a little interesting booklet given out on the relationships of the 3 letter thing.
and the Love. To what extent are they related? Very fascinating isnt it? =)
10) Ms Teo thinks someone has relationship problems just because she got a newspaper lantern.
11) My dad thinks I'm running around misleading girls. (I'm not. Duh xD)

Yes. 11 points on how i somehow got inspiration to chase the part on love.
its very interesting can? Cmon, how would I have known that

Love is Blind,
actually came about from chemical reactions in your brain? =P
So love scenarios basically go smthn like..
if you like him, he doesnt like you blah blah blah.
And you people think im in love. Super Cute lahh xDD

In CONCLUSION. I am not lovesick. =)

I am curious.

**ANYWAYS.
I AM NOT JEALOUS.
I AM NOT ENVIOUS.
I AM NOT LUSTFUL.
I AM NOT BEING NARROW-MINDED.
I AM PISSED, YES.

and i am sick. and. tired. of. ppl. making. out. in. SBS. buses!
You know, i did not pay 55cents to watch you ppl smooch and make out.
Alright I'll be flexible. Go ahead and hug, and lie on each other and kiss.
BUT THE LAST THING I WANT TO HEAR.
Is your *muacks* and your *aaaahhhhhs* and your *awwwws* and your *ooooooohhhhss* and your *nnnnhhhhsssss*.
UNDERSTAND?!
Woah, buay tahan man.
Like, I want to listen music.
I want to rest and have some moments of zen and peace.
And you people are making out.
I shot a stare at one couple the other day.
What? I was on the phone and suddenly the guy want to hanky panky and saw AWWWW.
dam loud.
TVMOBILE + ROAD NOISE + YOUR BULLSHIT
= a seriously unhappy equation of happiness for Smail.

4) Ismail why are you so quiet.
How it all came about i guess.
i am tired, I am feeling helpless. I feel stretched. In a wrong sense,
I am energyless. I need red bull.
red bull gives you wings!
hahahaha, i liked the fella.
I believe I can fly....
I believe and can touch the sky..
You know, I hate it when the little kids think its funny when they change it to
touch the sky and die.
Like wth?
Have you no better sense of humor or rhyme.
Its a meaningful and uplifting song.
Go make fun of Mas Selamat.
Not a good song xD

I sound naggy.

5)Ismail do you have a girlfriend/just broke up with your girlfriend.

Answer to 1st question. No.
Answer to the 2nd qn. No,
Answer to any questions relating to girlfriend. No.

I will sentence to silence whoever says something stupid like,
Do you love your gf? No.

Why do you have the impression i'm obsessed with love?
I'm not. But I am obsessed with matchmaking.
It suddenly seems such an interesting side job.
One success is all you need =D

6) Are you stressed about your test marks for previous tests?
Apart from Malay? No. I'm doing fine thank you for asking =)

7) Are you stressed about ur parents.
Yes.

8) So why are you behaving weirdly.
I presume when you say weirdly you mean differently.
Well, I'm tired and I'm half sick.
I can still smile, but go goofing around too much and I'll faint x.x

Basically I am feeling helpless.
everyone around me seems to be a little less happy.
The world seems to be getting to worked up lately x.x
Smail wishes the world World Happiness.
Its like, World Peace without Happiness will lead to No Peace.
So Happiness must be attained, I think that's logical enough xD

I miss you ppl.

Smail Alwaes.
Good luck for your MYEs. =D

I'll update more stuff soon.

P.S. I suddenly sang Kiss Goodbye choruses again.
Like uhhh o.o

MY OWN NAME THINGY.

2008-04-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

Well, tag reps I tag by e side. And sry late update.

And yeahh, alot asked abt the rehearsal thingy,
Its still in my drafts and a little messy,
so I gotta edit. Anyways, gotta comment on some stuff my friend sent me.
My name =)

CREDITS TO MR SEAN (MS) xD

What Ismail Zainal Means

I is for Impassioned

S is for Sparkling

M is for Modern

A is for Animated

I is for Impressive

L is for Lovesick

Z is for Zappy

A is for Artistic

I is for Irresistible

N is for Naughty

A is for Amazing

L is for Lively

What Does Your Name Mean?

Well, Now let's start the running commentary.

I IS FOR IMPASSIONED.

Like woah, I'm filled with Passion .

The Heat of Passion? Maybe not, that's just horny Mr Goh ._.

Passionate... About what?

I dunno, I'll find out soon enough.

OR,

I'm just in Self-Denial ;)

S is for SPARKLING.

HAHAHHAA, I'm "sparkly".

Can I add "bluew" and "pretty" to the list. =PP

Imagine im walking in the room,

sparkly? No lahh, I walk in forever like I want to sleep.

Zombielike. Sparkly not ideal xDD

M is for Modern.

Oh yes, I am Modern.

My Phone is an 8yr old model.

My wallet is an everlasting kind of wallet.

My MP3 is 5yrs old.

Alright, I'm up-to-date with technology.

It's all in the mind. =D

A is for Animated.

I'm Animated?

Gee, I don't really think so.

Am I that cartoon? No lahh,

I just walk around, ALAF.

Joke around. Smail alot.

Do stupid stuff, sing for no reason.

Where got Animated xD

But I do imagine, they made Mr Bean Animated.

Maybe I can be Mr Smail Animated.

But before that, I have to get rid of Mr Smile.

Don't wanna risk getting sued for copyright do I?

Mr Smile you're a bummer ._.

Mr Smail you rock xDD

Omg so bhb o.o

I is for Impressive.

I think should be I for ironic.

I impress people? No i dont,

and i dont even try to.

Want me to charm someone?

Impress... is not in my to do list.

Hahaha, its like so. Act.

But well, I do impress myself sometimes.
Goodness gracious I'm such a self-impressed gentleman xD

2nd BHB in the post ._.

L is for Lovesick.

o.o.

Not saying a word, not giving a hint =x

Z is for Zappy.

YES I LOVE TO ZAP.

And ZIP too.

And ZING.

And ZOING.

Haha, most won't know what I'm talking about.

Well, I am hyper.

And high.

That's enough to justify Zappy I guess xD

A is Artistic.

Does not apply to me

Unless you say that my mood is a picture.

Or that I can see a "landscape" of ladders and bridges. (Hehehehe... I still plan on becoming the Minister)

Well, I AM artistic I guess. xDD

I is for irresistible.

Oh really? o.O

This is getting crapped out.

N is for Naughty.

Unlike most of you people,

I shall refuse to be horny. =)

Hahaha, fine I'm "naughty".

Disturb people alot.

But one needs excitement in his life.

Well, safe and innocent excitement, not one that causes unplanned child planning =x or involving slitting the arm, or getting high with drugs.

Smail says yes to Safe Excitement.

How could you say im "naughty", i'm so innocent. Honestly. 0=)

A is for Amazing.

AMAZING! I'm amazed.

That I can be amazing.

Am I? Doubt so.

*strikes off this from the name*

L is for Lively.

I am? I've been emo lately xD

Smail Alwaes. This is a rubbish summary of me.

I shall give you my summary.

Well NO, it wouldnt be the

Goodness Gracious I'm the Most Marvellous Gentleman.

although it is to a certain percentage true. Goodness Gracious.

I think it'd be Smaily. =)

I'll get you Mr Smile. Watch out, someone's coming in with a bigger smile.

And spongebob, only Misters are allowed in this competition.

*pushes Spongebob off bikini bottom*

P.S. I NEED A COOKIE.

Cookie monster whatever but I really need one.

I am in dire need. Famous Amos would be nice.

As in, I'd really like a cookie, and not free smells.
Anyone kind enough to accompany me? =DD

=DD

2008-03-19T17:11:00.001+08:00

Tag reps:

Chella: OMG, it wasn't a porn dance!!! Just a very... suggestive sort of random movements xDD And yeahh, i'll be back =)

ShiLi: Its alright, support+grats more than enough liao, and yeahh, nice to see you too =D

Royce: OMG SRY, it wasn't me! IT was err... well, it was me+cris on andy's comp =x

Evadgaj: OMG, no need to talk abt horniness. Yepyep, horniness is in the eyes of the ... bedholder xD And i'm not planning to be gay .___________.

Joel: Haha, i'm chilling now. You take care of yourself as well bro =D (and fool around wit ur dunnowad brand ELE. GUITAR xDD AND YEAH! The happy song xD

Zanna: Haha, visit too often? Good point. Now got alot to reply xD

Sean: Alright alright I know you got all e time in the world to blog =)

Sherryfah: Nope, I where got MIA. I EIA Lor. Everywhere in Action xDD Haha, and nooo, dun wear starbucks xD the "tak menjadi" funny lahh. And moodswings? Ew, tt sux man =PP

BEV: YEAHH! That's a good way of describing dear Cinderella. hahaha, ISMAIL SAW U HERE. =D

Reg: Laxlax, I had to go at 7. Haha, alaf here alaf there. Not bad lahh =)

Esther: JEM STRETCHING. REalli, Jem do all sorts of funny stuff, then we end up looking at the stars with our legs across our headsd etc xD

Amelia: This idiot trying to suan me! You all the while dam tall can? xD Haha, and realli, he quite tall, or i short lahh. I 165 nia. NIA. =PP (I know u 18+ ok ok.)

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Alright. Done. Well, alot of things to talk abt lahh.
1) Andy's farewell.
2) Going back to XMS twice.
3) Going for comp.
4) Play Rehearsals.
5) Everything else.

1...
well, andy's farewell was fun lahh,
wait, it was a birthday party.
He migrating to US. Dam.
well, I got a little lost around his blocks,
then reach. Haha, they were watching movie I tried the...
RUBRICS CUBE. I play 3hours still cant solve xD
Not even 1 side. Hehehe. Noob, I know.
Then we went in the room.
Gossip, suan.
I played andy's guitar. Dam fun lah omg.
*strums*
Sings some weird remixes of e song.
Was nice seeing the ppl there lahh.
But I had to go at like 7. SIAN.
Then fooled around wit Cris on Andy's comp.
Spammed Royce blog.
My god, wad crap kind of tag. x.x

well Andy, you've been a realli great fella =D
Doubt i'll ever forget you. Wit your self-praises...
and hilarious ideas of how we must accept the oppositeex

2) Going back on monday
Haha, avoided teachers... then visited ppl.
Then saw some performances.
Some just... makes you laugh. xDD
After that met juniors.
And then wad talk about my "ex". According to me,
I changed one every week for every member of the squad.
Even boys, omg act like some bi-.
Yuck.
Then played basketball wit some squadmates.
Dam funny, I total noob.
Just know how to bounce the ball and miss the hoop.
At least not as bad as my first time right.
Airbals all over the place.
.
Yups, Campfire.
Returned there on friday.
It was cool, At first morale was dam low.
Yeahh, then suddenly, hype hype hype.
After the plays. Everyone suddenli high lor.
Faking or wad, dunno dun care. xD
Just high.
OH YEAHH. SPECIAL HONOR TO ZENSON FOR HIS MR BEAN DANCE.
He surpasses my standard man =D
Got SKIN somemore leh. I also dun dare lor.
Then they got me a 10-min slot.
Woah, i just came to see ppl end up performing again.
doesn't matter, i rarely deny anyways,
it disappoints ppl.
SO! I did SEXY DANCE v2!
Songs included:
She Bangs
Can't touch this.
I'm too sexy
Milkshake.
Get Low.
Cyclone

Cant rmb the rest. Well,
It was updated lor. Must stay trendy wit song remixes can.
And nope, I havent ever learn t how to sing.
Or dance. I just... Do it.
Haha, all random, seriously.

Then had mass dance.
Dam fun, just dance. Or try to swarm Wayne.
Haha, then we had the CRANK DAT special.
wee, one whole corp doing crank dat.
Zai hor. Haha, i still rmb leh. Cool =D

After that got the emotional part.
Well, I promised not to cry =)
And I DIDNT. But well,
the taupoks and all.
YEAHH! Taupok! Omg it was dam fun.
Even though I was the victim. Ouch.
Really dam hard to breathe.
*I fall down*
*1st person BOM*
*2nd person BOM*
*and so on and so forth*
like stacking chairs. x.x
Pain xD.

Then had to go. Before that they gave me a trial of FEAR FACTOR.
Uhh, touch without seeing.
First was a toilet sponge.
2nd was starch plus chin chow.
3rd was... MEALWORMS. Uh god, washed my hands immediately.
Then greeted everyone off,
then home.

Well, thanks for inviting me =D
I'll never forget you people too and,
yep. I'll be back ;)
P.S The advices and support for everything is appreciated

The COMP.
WE GOT 2nd!
Well, I wn bother giving details, I told everyone who will have an idea what I'm talking abt everythn bout e comp.

Then my XMS mates came back.
Omg i was so touched.
Then they even went Tampines to eat with me.
Woah, can cry =x
Dam nice lahh they.
well, then ate at Pizza Hut, laugh laugh laugh.
But Joel was like "I didnt come to tampines to eat bread"
HAHHAHA xDD
So we waited then we ate.
Wahh, buy total 4 pizzas for 8~10 ppl.
then Kah Lun fell for the Good Friday got Activity thing.
Hahhaa xD Then we left.

Thanks for coming =D
Appreciated it =)

So yeahh, 2nd. We lost to Dunman High by like 30 points.
Me: *turn to the fella beside me, DHS* Congrats~ =)
Him: Thank you, good fight good fight.
ME: *thinks* your head lah good fight. Lost to you by 30 points "good fight". Break your bones... ._.

Hahhaa, I know, I carry sacarsm too easily. xDD
Then I contemplated, lets say he was SUPER polite.
Mayb i'll still be sacarstic. Hehehehe,
Sry, I still abit... angry I lost to HCI. x.x
We trained SO HARD.
We trained WITH A HEART AND SOUL.
They were ROBOTS.
And we lost. Well,
haha. Anyways, for personal enjoyment, here were my scenarios.

Me:Congrats =)
Him: Thanks.
Me: Is that all you have to say you arrogant fella.
I lost and said Grats, all you have to reply is THANKS?!

Me:Congrats =)
Him: Sure, well, it was a good experience. See you in SINCO.
Me: Alright. Good experience. Sure, I'll meet you in SINCO, i'll break your bones there too for experience. xD

Me:Congrats =)
Him: =)
Me: You better wipe that smile off your face, I'll be back. >=)

Me:Congrats =)
Him: Woahh I'm shagged. How are you?
Me: Yes I'm shagged too. All for 2nd place? Well, how about I *unshag* you. *Shakes him till he gets concussion*

Me:Congrats =)
Him: Tyco lahh xD
Me: WTH? YOU TYCO WIN ME?! *proceed to protest in front of the chief commisioner.*

Me:Congrats =)
Him: It was nothing =)
Me: You insulting ME IS IT?! *glares at him like as if superman lasers can come out of my eyes to give him an extra nostril*

Hehehhe.... I'm pretty mean xD
But no lahh. Honestly, it was a good fight =)
Grats to DHS and TP team, we did well =D

3) Play rehearsal.
Haha, the last one was yesterday. Dam funny.
All sorts of things lahh. wad i tio block from going toilet.
I need to do my yellow fountain and you ppl block me from heading over to the gents. Oh dear x.x
Me and chloe suanning each other. Wait.
Its she suan me, mean hor?
I mean... who would want to suan this nice person?
Hehehe *nice* person xD
Then laugh laugh at various....
Odd stuff done by the other Actors.
Hahahha, bad lahh ppl. But after all no offence mah. =)
And... Tada. I was early.
Well, a little late for the original plan.
I exited the wrong side of the Orchard MRT.
Then end up wad walk here walk there.
Reached her place like round 2.
Caught Chloe studying cos she was "bored".
Woah, never thought of studying to cure boredom.
Well, maybe I'll try, maybe can get more As xD
You see, original plan have lunch wit her...
but nopes. By the time i got there I had half an appetite,
and was just thirsty xD
Changed out, And one of the play instructors said I looked different.
At first I didn't know what he was talking about.
Then OHH. Maybe cos I shaved .______.
Yes. I've shaved. AGAIN. .______________.
Hahaha, then alot of other funny business.
INCLUDING TALKING ABT GIRLS'...
err...
err...
err...
Pads.
I know, it was pretty sick.
The debate between Kotex and whisper xD
Haha, I still rmb..
Chloe, everytime you don' talk.
You emo.
Hahaha, I see ppl emoing too much xDD
Then she cheeky cheeky scan Nabil's messages.
Mean =P
Hahaha, Laughter one whole day.
It was a cool rehearsal.
Then went home,
Orchard MRT to Simei.
Haha, noticed my Sch pants had a slit at the side.
Like a cheongsam liddat. Omg x.x

Well, ytd was realli, fun =D
Worth ponning math and SSG for xD
WAIT! Not pon,
its excusing oneself with a valid reason ;)
I'm an angel

Saded...
Its ending soon. =(
Well, it's not go "go our separate ways"
Its... "keep in touch" xDD

Well, LASTLY.
I JUST GOT A LETTER.
This is extra okay, unplanned.
Random.

BUT I GOT A LETTER.
YOU KNOW MY PHOTOSHOOT thingy?
WOO! They gave me everythign related to it.
Poster/ Postcard/ CD wit the digital pics / brochures... HHAHAHAH.
But most importantly...
the letter says that i'll get..
*ssshhhhhh*

Short.

2008-03-14T01:52:00.001+08:00

Well uhhh... a proper post next day or wad
just needed to tell the world i'm stressed.
Comp this sun, uniform not ready. =/

MOE Playin two weeks.
Only two more full dress rehearsals. =/

Exams when school reopens.
I doubt i've studied. =/

NPPA not done.
I doubt i'll have the time =/

Dilemma of making sure both parties stay happy.
Max Difficulty. =/

Smail Alwaes,
I'll pull through...
...
...
...
I hope =/

Stress and High Levels striking an imbalance.
Mood swings like some men on menses =/

And Ismail Jordan scores... (As if)

2008-03-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Tag rep:

SY: Alrights. Tagged =D

Nadia: 0.0? Well, now u know xD

Zanna : Oh God bless both of you xDD

Hakim: They're bickering. Doesn't matter. Interesting xDD

Sean: LOL. Funny ar ur sacarsm.

my tagboards dying xD

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Okays, sry i havent been blogging, or tagging.
internet prob. heh,
well, talk abt Camp first.
Woah, very. Enriching hor.
Wad do First Aid In air con room. Best in the world.
Then at night, Me, Matthias, Daryl, Jem,
DID YOGA.
All sorts of stretching. Dam obscene lahh, but wth man,
lying down, legs over ur head and feet on the floor.
Attempting one hand pushups.
What kind of thing to do at night.
OH! And we saw sattelites xD
Slept in air con bunk.
Woah, I tell you, like EVERY OTHER SINGLE AIRCON ROOM.
It feels like the North Pole.
i stayed up a while, Jem tested my rubrics cube ability,
Man I sucked. Spin Spin Spin all the colors all over e place,
Or back to square one.
He insulted me like for an hour. Hahaha,
DD couldn't sleep, freezing there.
Scary watching him, wake up, lie down, wake up.
I did get some cat's sleep, at 5 woke up took my sweater.
I forgot I brought one.
Haha, then bookedout at 1630.
Had two days off, nice.
But i'll still be busy ><

Dam, cant talk abt the XMS return trip yet.
Next post. Gtg ><
Well, Smail Alwaes,
and ohh. im hooked to this song xD

Here I am
Trying to find my way
I've kissed so many frogs but I've never found a prince
I think they lied
I was promised much more than this
Where's my happy-ever-after?

Cinderella is the queen of a kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my happy end
Cinderella got a prince and kingdom
Cinderella got the dream she was dreamin'
I wanna know where is my fairy-tale?

Something's wrong
'cause all my glass shoes break
And no one's ever helped this damsel in distress
To hell with this
I'm not gonna waste more time
I won't wait to find prince charming

Cinderella are you really that happy?
Cinderella are you really that lucky?
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed ?
Cinderella are you really that happy?
Cinderella are you really that lucky?
I wanna know is your life like you dreamed?

2008-03-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

Tag reply:

MsIDAH: Sry sry ><><

MsIdah/Zanna: omg... e last thing any two ppl should be fighting over is MALAY ._. Haha xD

ZAnna: Hahha, NCC. LOL. Well, comes wit UG bias. =D

Nadia. 0.0?

Sean: Uhh.... wow, defending ur statement tt my blog is a goner. Wow.

esther: I not fierce lahh... i just, needed to remind them xD

Sherryfah: No u dont. xD

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Had a MOE rehearsal today.
Left sch at 11.30.
Walk, walk, walk.... Take MRT.
Waited. AND FINALLY! Yio Chu Kang.
Then go mosque then my dad sent me to the RGS.

Yeps, RGS. scary school, I went there then go in.
Then Chloe, Nicole, Nabil all weren't there.
They were around, but not at e foyer.
So I lalala~ walk wit Rohit around.
Look for them in canteen.
Omg, look past the canteen ar,
got 75% chance I guarantee chop lost lor.
Their school is like...
a huge... huge.... huge... HUGE.
Mansion. The stairs look like they came from Harry Potter's Hogwarts.
Omg, twisting and turning, going up and down, left to right.
How do they manage to stay sane is a mystery.
But well, maybe their high intellect helps them to navigate the twists and turns.
While looking at self-praising posters of their school from time to time xD
I'm not insulting them... just, trying to empathise.
Way beyond me.

Well, that is NOT impt. Tt was just the school.
After tt went to Rehearsal.
omg, I suddenly felt so tired.
Tired+Cold+Nervous.
Even though i felt realli comfortable wit my cast-mates,
I was just... Maybe it was the constant corrections tt fella made to me. x.x
Haha, then script was edited. It did feel sort of weird.
Well, somehow every rehearsal we have a toilet joke lehh.
From yellow fountain to I need to pee *dash out*...
latest was... uhh..
Chloe: I want go to washroom
Me: Ok I go wit you to e toilet.

OMG WAIT! I WAS NOT HORNY!
All you ppl out there wit your thinking tt goes to far.
Omg, it just happened I need to pee too ohh kays.
We only went when the whole rehearsal ended.
Then Chloe still play some sick joke.
There was the poster <----- GENTS
Then she pointed to some dirty space between the vending machine and the wall.
OMG. You do not do tt to a gentleman who needs to have a yellow fountain.
It turns out that the toilet was behind the wall x.x

And throughout the whole thing Timmy was dam cute.
He's an 8yr old boy.
He would suddenly hug you, or hold your hand.
If he's not doing that he'll jump on ur back and get u to piggyback him.
If he sits beside you chances are he's trying to pin u to e floor xD

For me to be me...
Edited.
For me to be me,
and FOR HIM TO BE HIM.

i explain later. But its realli odd xD

When e thing finished we went to Far East Plaza to eat.
I had dinner to eat, so i just ate a Hershey's Pie. Chocolate.
Oh yes, chocolate. Tempting.
Nicole couldnt resist a bite.
Chloe simply refused.
Nvm, I'll tempt her another time xD
it was delicious.
Ohh yeahh, then ended up she say smthn to the effect of...
if your boyfriend saw it...
then we broke out into a conversation abt BGR,
what we look for in a guy/girl etc.
including past events tt happened.
Very... political.
Very.... interesting. =D

Then we walked around Far East for a couple of minutes.
And went home. Reached home 1945hrs.
not bad lah. Hahah xD
Tired, haven pack for camp, haven do EL file.
haven sell my tickets. SIAN.
Stupid lahh all my march holidays burn x.x

Well, I'll be seeing y'all soon i guess.
Smail Alwaes,
Ismail Zainal

2008-03-02T03:13:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:
Maam Sock: I'm alright thx =) I do hope you're doing well too, and all e best to the XM corp. =D

Sean: Ohh come on Sean, you're overenthu bout the camp man. And my blog is only a goner once I say its a goner ._.

Zanna: Emo. Full stop.

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Ah well haven blogged for ages.
No I'm not tt apologetic,
I really have no time.
Blame it on all the weekdays taken up.
The weekends spent running around.

Today went to TP,
passed by Bedok to pass smthn to someone.
Then omg the SJAB standard mates see me.
OMG i dam panic. If they saw wad I was doing im screwed.
Not because I wasn't around for training, but more of because of private affairs.
OMG. Scared lahh, told a lie.
Fk man i felt dam guilty.
Long apology to make tml, I think I owe them that at least.
And to tell them the whole thing.
Not for e rest to know >=s

And abt training. I can tell you how bummed out im feeling.
I'm thrown back into the team. 1mth to train what I have forgotten.
Stress. And FAC is like a few weeks away only.
I will have an encore of walking down some corridor.
Waiting at some waiting room.
Drinking NEWater.
Looking in suspense at the beads which move from competition segment,
to competition segment.
Stress. Wth man,
I fear I'll blow it.
But it's too late to back out.
It's too late. Anyone say to apologise I'll terrorise you mentally for the whole year.
=)

Haiz, tml got Heartsaver course. Wth,
I have to go for dress rehearsal tml leh.
And my script I never bring home, how to memorise?!
Cam man. HW not finished.
I'm screwing my life up again.
But the HW part. I think i'm just lazy.
Yeahh, Ismail moved to Tamp still haven changed eh.
Lazy slacker. Well, at least ppl dun call me a flirt. xD
But anyways, I was actualli quite fine wit tt term.
I just needed to fix your wrong definitions.
Saying HI. Isnt flirting xD

Today I went out to my darling shop again.
Same shop as my bag. Bought some stuff.
Then a spray. Then bumped into Sindy.
None of you reading this is likely to know her,
wow, she mistook someone else for me at 7.
I was EATING MY DINNER.. at 7.
then i went to EP. Hehe.... EP,
at 7.40. Talk talk talk, she left for Raffles City to meet her friend.
Haha, not bad leh the small talk, maybe go out again someday.
But god, i quit audi, i dun feel like going back bunk.
No matter, there's always my big cup of COKE and the cinema xD

SEE LAH! OI.
I supposed to be studying thinking of going out again.
wth Ismail you cartoon.
Asking for trouble. Later June results like kns liddat.
Get grounded for a month. ._.
But heck, now also no time.
If only "time off" could be a valid excuse for everything.
Sry ar, can't go school. Need time off.
Sry ar, can't CCA. Need time off.
Sry ar, can't go tuition. Need time off.
Sry ar, can't go for ur course. Need time off.
Wouldn't our lives be abit less stressful? =/

Ohh yeahh. And last Friday i did shout at the S1s.
Lol, dunno yy. I felt like it. I dun like zombie replies.
So I shouted at them. It wasn't scolding lor,
just a reminder that you ppl are on the parade square and the Men In Green
are behind you.
Last thing we need is patches of grass laughing at us .______________.
oh, and we have a zone 8 tee. Cool. Although the design is quite plain.
Still a tee to add into the collection of Tees.
Anyone still wants my XMS Cadet Tee?
I got two up for grabs xD

My tests weren't so bad.
I'm quite content wit my marks.
Although it would help if Malay got a little lift.
Grr, Malay ._.
My dad always lecture wad if nobody want to learn Malay culture,
who would. Eventually it would die off.
Aiyahh, it wouldn't lor. So long as there are Mats and Kampung Minah...
and dikir barat, and zapin. lol xD

been feeling... hypocritical recently.
I suddenly feel very... suppressed.
Sian lor.
ohh, and yy suddenly you all ask me abt my own politics.
Its hush-hush.
If Jon likes Eastpoint I would go for Modena.
Or Vivo. I'm never bored of their cinema lounge.
Can just sit there sleep xD
And Wee Kiat still must undergo my interrogation.

This post is getting long. But maybe I got alot of thing to say lah.
Haha, ok ok I wrap up.
Tried playing audi.
not so bad lahh, at least my char still can dance.
But the songs there... the ppl there, now very X.X
Useless lahh, maybe i try Gunbound.
Shoot some weird thing from a weird car.
heh =/

Alrights I go sleep now lah. Got long dae tml.
I think i'm gonna get it.

Smail Alwaes =D

Back In the Blog =x

2008-02-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Nab: Yeahh Yeahh. Hahah its quite a joke xDD

Joel: I wun bother lest i choose to be charged for virtual flaming on account of personal discrimination =/ And Im not lustful! Just... inquisitive regarding the heat of passion xDD

Stasha: Yes i slam her again and again for the rest of my life. Forgive also not ready.

Sherry: You are one proud woman. Hehehe xDD

Hakim: Angel Kim arr... Hahha tts interesting xD And the blog isnt dead. Its.... thinking xD

SHER: H.O S.H.E.R.L.Y.N!!! I'll figure it out xD

Nadia: No thx, I'll try for heaven. Pleasures await =D

Amirul: tts weird man. Hahha, try using ur proud against liza xDD

Esther: Oni to my darling eng cher 1st semester '07. Otherwise im on a quest to hold back vulgarities. Hahah xD ESTHER LAZYY =PP

Sean: Yes, you would rarely see me scold vulgarities unless.... you try me xD

YOU LAH THEN WHO ELSE!!!!: SUUUUP JACK!! xDD Hahahahhahaa, Still trying to live up to OCP. SB promoted alreadi anot? Are "you" Still obssessed over it? hahaha =P

Matthew: HULLOSS THEREE!!!! xDD

Syed:I'm aware. I dun like fixing up template. Haha, ill fix her link in time. Thx for ur concern =)

Adam: KK I'll try to appear there =DD And maybe ill try attend AC'08 mock comp oso. =)

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Woah. Tag reps are long.
Anyways, loads of things have happened I guess since this blog...
took a short nap. xD

Nvm camp first.
I was planning to report late.
But they had t settle SJAB room for medic.
Uhh, there goes my stock check man.
=/ I managed to check shelf 1 and half of shelf 2.
Gee, time consuming sia.
Pins and hairbands all must count.
Nvm, comes wit logis.
Love tt post man.
For a man who has the whole uniform parts under his command.
Ohh yeahhh ;)

Well, then we had bunk clean up,
and mascot prep.
The bys decided to turn JEM into Hitler.
I mean, I know his moonwalk and hitler trademark is cute but...
Controversiality,
Heh, nvm he did well.
Dun Giv a damn what others have to say about it.
But they did take Raven's attire.
So we just grabbed what we could.
Turned Sherlyn into some robber lookalike.
Wit a S.M.I.L.E wand. Yes, Im aware they spelt it wrongly xD
And A little devil she calls her "pet".
Haha, from Hitler to Hitlers Clone to Hitlers Brother Looking for World Peace.
To Hitler's Angel to Hitlers assistant wit a devilish pet.
Maximum Cuteness. xDD

HHahhaa, then the cheer also another laughing matter.
From Who's gonna win to E2's WORLD!
On the spot lehh omg. So funny.

Repeat After ME!
Repeat After Me!
Lalalala~
Lalalala~
Lalalala~
Lalalala~
E2's WORLD!
E2's WORLD!
Lalalala~
Lalalala~
E2's WORLD!
E2's WORLD!
E2 loves their JEMSON!
E2 loves their JEMSON!
And *ANGEL too!
And ANGEL too!
THAAAAATS Eeeeetwoooooos WOOOOOOORLD ;)

*Angel = Ho Sherlyn =)

Haahha, nice hor.
Then it was nighttime.
Cannot sleep.
I was moving btw E1 and E2 at first.
Then decided to follow WEE KIAT around the school.
Around the Bunks in 80x4 minutes xD
So he went from E1 to E2 to E3 to E4.
Hahaha, he dam funn when got patrol walk past.
He will pooof suddenly transform into this flat fella sleeping into his tummy.
Pro sia.
Then he move from E2 to E1 to Toilet like James Bond liddat.
Omg i like cant stop laughing xD
E3 also tio punishment.
Heng we werent there.
Au Yong come oni run to E2.
Hehehe.
Then After a while ppl started walking around.
So I and Wee Kiat decided to visit Girl's Bunk.
Pehh..All asleep. Unexciting. =/
WE also thought of scaring Zanne or Sher.
But scared they suddenly scream.
WOAH. GG. X.X

Haha, then on one of the attempts the teacher coming.
Omg, run like for our life lahhh...
Across lv 2 corridor. Funny man.
Then eventualli slept awhile. 5 plus i think.
Haha, of course did some gay wit WK and XG and JON and all.
Hilarious. xD

Ohh yeahh, awhile back also had to practise a play.
Sian man, i see the script like some assembly play.
They gonna take a long time rehearsing.
Gee, scary bahhh.
Must go Toa payoh CC later. x.x

Cant rmb much else.
OHH YEAHH! Hahaha, english fairytale story.
Esther's phoenix is confusingly cute.
Sher-Lock Ho(lmes) is one awesome coincidence.
Zanna's Shadow is just what u'd expect me to call it.
But overall winner arr...

MY TUBBY TAM TAM. (inspiration teletubbies and tam tam)
He's a happy fat fella.
Born Vee's-Day.
He has 5 smailytubbies which he trademarks and patents.
They are called Tubby 1, T2, T3, T4, T5.
The little wand on their heads is =), =D, =P, xD, ^^
Names cant rmb well.
Anyways not very impt. Cos i like so lazy do the compo homework x.x
And 8 news articles x.x

Haha,
Smail Alwaes. =D

7 sins.

2008-02-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Zanna : Ohh do you. U sorta fail at sarcasm. Nvm i teach u at sch xD The art of sacarsm.

JOEL: Yoooooooosh, and happy CNY. I do celebrate. After all i dont go to sch rite ._.

Hakim: Ohh kays... Posting is a mentally draining business ><

Wai Kit: Tqtq, I think you're exotic too. I'll vist ur exoticism one day xDD Ohh, pass my regards to Mr.Mah and Yamatox3

Esther: What I mean what? 0.0 Ohh and i dun love it. I feel like choppering the thing off lahh can. ><

Nab: hahaha, I am tqtq =D You stop getting stressed out over evrythn ._. I warning you hor, better smail oso xD

ME LAH THEN WHO ELSE!: Thx ar Jack, lol, I miss the morns too can. hahaha, beauty is in the eyes of the beerholder. xD

Charis: Same same, how are you =DD

Sherryfah: I alwaes deny evrythn so yeahh. I did rmb ur bday xDD

Adam: Smail More =PP Haha, ehh. come back train AC'07! I going sot sot xD

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Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Medium
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Alright look at the above.
I'm quite a sinner eh.
I think its frikin flawed xD
OMG LOOK LAHH.
I break it down.

Greed.
I'm quite greedy.
Really? I giv so much time to other ppl.
I dun demand presents.
dun mind u actualli forgot.
I giv away tons of stuff.
Rarely take.
Is buying loads of cheap stuff greedy?
hahaha fine. I'm quite greedy.

Gluttony.
I'm quite a glutton.
Fine, i do eat nice food alot.
Fuss over food that isn't nice.
Hey, eatings impt to happiness.
its part of digestional welfare.
And never make me eat stuff i deem im allergic to.
e.g Crab Meat, Fish Head, Disgusting looking chicken.
raw stuff.

Wrath.
Alright tts true.
I almost never get angry.
I've never realli beat up a guy.
or girl.
Never shouted my head off at someone.
Save pretending to be angry.
I dun believe in violence.
Nor using violence to get my way.
There's brains > brawns for a reason kay ._.

Sloth:
Means laziness.
Alright. I'm lazy.
I help ppl alot,
but i like helping ppl.
i dun like doing things i dun like.
like sucking up, polishing boots, doing up uniform.
Studying etc etc.
the list goes on and on and on.
sloth isnt surprising.

Envy.
I'm green?
I know, I'm aware.
I buy cheap stuff that don't hurt the economy.
Cos cheap stuff dun use so much energy.
and they provide for loads of ppl.
But I'm green wit envy?
Ohh hell. Really?
I'm jealous of....
uhh.... uhh.... uhh.... uhhh... uhhh..
I'll save this cos ive no idea yy i ended up here.
I dun care if u're better.
Well at least tts what i think ><

Lust
Ok this is disturbing.
i'm quite desireful.
Alright Joel / Sturt.
Before we get on wit the
"oh yes vee you're the horniest guy i've known"
But i've never translated it into LUST!
Omg, this is troubling.
And this is private.
Ssssshhhh.
I don't think I'm even quite lustful.
Uhh god i think this thingy is flawed x.x

Pride
Well pride.
Alright I'll admit.
I hate being ego-stepped.
My worst enemy was my beloved '07 eng teacher.
She tried to step here step there.
Fuck her man.
Yes, ppl like her aren't humans worthy of any form of respect.
Fuck her.
You can think I'm bloody evil for continuing to curse a woman in Phila.
Fuck her.
She can't even give you face or some room to breathe.
Fuck her man.
Grrr.... Because of you i'm this.
You sparked the side of me i never knew.
Well thanks alot....
...
...
...
...
Bitch.

Alright I'm sorry for the above if it offends anyone.
and seriously, she wants to sue me go ahead.
She damaged enough lives to be sued again.
for being the worst teacher available.
i'd rather she stone than open her bloody fat mouth.

Ohh yeahh, sorry.
No wonder i'm quite a sinner.
I sin and not know it.
I better start repenting.
Anyways, sorry for the above,
i'm still the smailing person you knew,
just dun get me started on her =P

Lol, take the 7 sins thingy, courtesy of Zanne.
Its a lil' flawed.
but its fun ;D

Smail alwaes =D

I will survive™

2008-02-02T21:26:00.001+08:00

Tag rep:
Yung Cheng: OF COURSE I RMB! Haha, anyways thx ar, you also one very zai person xD

Joel: Suuuuuuup =D

Rozanne: Tts the spirit xD And dun take it seriously lahh. All jokes u noe. Including the scandal =D

MICH: TQTQ. haha, dunno lah. I just find no reason to be angry. Anyways I think I have "quit" audi. lol ._.

Nab: Ooooh, hahaha xD

Kirax3: Yoooouu..... I'll march right back there and make u kneel and propose arhh xDD

Frozen: C'mon lets not encourage xDD

Nadia: All of the above xD

IZ: Yes Is brother. LOL thx alot. O.C.P. Nvm, I demote to A.C.P can? (Almost C.P) xDD Still better than N.Y.C

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Heh, I'm realli drained out man.
Came home from steamboat.
TAKE LONGER TO PACK THAN TO EAT.
Omg, lol nvm, haha I think i'll get stomachache soon.
ZZZ.
Anyways, after pack pack pack,
we played Sparklers! Air pollution, giv a damn.
All these green ppl are poseurs.
Its ironic that in the meetings on earth-saving
their aircon is on and they have blazers and jackets on.
Can't anyone appreciate some artificial wind by the fan.
Ohh noo.... Its too low-class for their pay grade.
You go Al Gore.

And I am now the logistic NCO.
My TPSJAB 1st Choice, XMSJAB 3rd Choice.
Best man. Its a cool ambition for a guy who potentially loses stuff almost everyday. (Ssshhh =x)
I'm keeping a non-losing streak.
Mr Snake is there to support me.

Well, enough SJAB. Enough talk.
I feel like sleeping already.
Sat. Went out to meet old sec sch mates.
Ohh yeahh, reminds me of smthn.
Detrack:
Sjab room report by Sec 1:
Afternoon Staff permission for me.... and my mates to enter.
......
Alright man. Your mates. xD
Back on track:
We did smthn we simply did if nthn else could be done.
Dota. Dota. Dota.
Again, and again... ... ... and again.
I shall not elaborate, I am not obsessed wit it.
Just take not. Tankers are survivors.
Alright, I shall resist the tempation to sing.
xDD

Then shared some hilarious stories.
Damn I miss them.
And ISAAC IS GETTING TALLER.
OMG he's 161 now.
I feel shorter again.
>< cant imagine how tall sturt is getting.

Well, I talk more abt "me" in the next post or wad.
lol, i'm sleepy, and im trying not to emo.
Ohh, and i feel abt talking abt Papa Ismail™

Smail Alwaes =D

Sick? Well, more of half ._.

2008-01-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Zanna : Sry sry i just haven linked. Soon, soon xD

Hakim: Oi, dun encourage it ._. His scandal blog is omg. x.x

iz: are you supposed to be me? 0.0

Esther: I seem doomed to get it all the time. Some ppl never smile do they xD

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Ok I just reached home from the It Class.
Was not feeling well since this morning lah.
I stay there do nthn but freeze in the aircon.
grr. Give up. Well, I already felt like ponning but decided to come alot.
Why? Dunno leh, zzz ._. Sean, I put my faith in you to finish our proj ar xD

I was feeling sick since this morning because.,, (choose)
1) I was hungry
2) I was lovesick (Zanna's idea)
3)I haven't killed Jon Yet
4)I was saded.
5) Its called germs.
6) just dam tired.

Uhh... well 1 and 4 and 5 are very likely. Wait, one quite accurate. I never ate.
Then I ordered a BBQ pau from the auntie. She gimme wad strange flavor.
Basket felt dam sick lahh, it tasted... vegetably x.x
I don't normally end up showing im lovesick to tt extent i get sick..
And If I was sick, how would i kill Jon?
I'm not sure yy i was saded. But I was, i think im self-denying the reason.
AND. Yeahh, must be the germs.
Well, 6 was the reason i left IT.

Well, in IT class, i tell you someone farted.
The smell was x.x
it was diffusing through the air...
slowly, slowly, slowly.
Someone spray perfume in ur sry ass. ._.

Ohh, yeahh. To Jon.
The scandals are "well-done"
but unfortunately, you chose the wrong victim.
What's done is done,
and it will soon be your time.
I'm warning you,
again, and again... ... ... ... and again. =)

Smail Alwaes,
even when u dunno yy u're sick
Smail Alwaes,
remember tt u gotta kill Jon.
Smail Alwaes,
and again, and again... ... ... and again.

2008-01-26T13:04:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Somebody: Hullos =D

Adam: LOL. Hahahaha, how u get? =)

Nab : Hahahhahaha! Yeahh xDD

Bev: Yeahh i guess. I'm a happy person. Just wit those streaks of longing =x

Kira : Lovely memories yeahh =)

Matt: OI! Before i go gay on u xDD Haha, i'm not some playboy lahh omygosh ._.

Joel: ThE BEST IN THE WORLD! hahaha xD

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Hullos, I honestly can't rmb much tt happened lahh..
Nvm talk abt Mass Run, not so bad lahh.
Wit Wee Siang, observe all sorts of ppl.
THen got ppl throw rock until bleeding.
Wth, no other way to settle is it. ._.

Then in the past few days also dam tiring.
Dunno yy, then we had water games for our Sec 1.
Best part... OMG. They dun wan games leh,
they want to learn FA/FD!!!!
Omg, next time we name ourselves the
St. John Games Brigade can? Pehh ._.
Then the Encik come.
She looks like she want s to kill me.
The "i-feel-like-killing-you-face".
0.0
Ohh, then got footdrill.
Very few times i see so many ppl do can so zai.
The last time i saw was Zone AGI i think.
The GOH hentak. (Guard of Honor)
From one side of parade square to the other...
Hentak... wit HWA CHONG TIMING!
Left... Left... Left Right Left Right Left Right Left... Left..
Kao, not musical. cant keep up.
Ohh, and now my familiarity wit timing not bad lehh.
Dunno yy. I suddenly could do.
Nvm, better do tt than alaf. Went. More of BAF ._.
(Be A Fool)

Ohh, then JON also in my to-kill list.
Take pic, post pic ._. Uhh.
yeahh, yeahh. Making a kill list seems a dam gd idea.
Im On many ppl's kill list too.
What in the world did I do ._.

Later on went to T3.
Eat Ice-cream. Chocolate.
Nice lahh... but ordered the one wit too much fudge.
Oooooh, sugar rush x.x

Anyways, been having strange feelings lately lahh.
so strange i might go crazy x.x

Smail Alwaes =)

The PLAY memories =)

2008-01-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

Tag rep:

Cindy : I miss having to take the blame for ur lousy paper ball NBA. hahaha xDD Take care yeahh =)

Nab: Not sure lahh. And coming back realli as in "to visit". Not going back there in a xms uniform =x. But definitely before the comp i guess. Watch watch the comp team =)

Cris / Tyong: LOL arguing abt gay! He's being super-nice lahh xDD Right Dao? hehehe, and ill visit soon i guess =) Punching bag cant guarantee +chop xD

Zanne: I'll do it soon xD

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Ohh, and i never want to forget smthn.
So I shall put the 201'07 class play in my blog.
I store my archives in hard disk ok.
Sure guarantee+chop can find back tis vid.
I'll miss the times lahh..
And when i have children and grandchildren...

"you know arr... ur papa ismail made a play.
and he was contestant 2.9.1.2.6! it was a very happy day,
and ur papa ismail could have almost been papa m.jackson u noe,
but sadly, im not as gay and im not white by plastic surgery.
hahaha, now watch!"
"plays.... Na na nan na na na na"

Clear the story up abit,
basically we want to find out what happened to Jeff (Andy CHEN)
cos he was popular/talented/hot and many ppl was afraid to let him win...
...
...
...
...
...
So suddenly when he was to join the contest.
They found him not very alive.
Thus the mystery! xDD

It was the best play ever.
And damn. We DID deserve to win ._.
hahaha, nvm.
Happy play. Enjoy =)

OHH.. and special credits to 201'07. (and only '07)
Only they could have created a marvellous piece xD
Smail alwaes =D

2008-01-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Charmaine : hahaha i see i see. Anyways thx =)

Frozen: I got check lahh! Sometimes just forget to check "properly" LOL. This zipping prob wit me like forever lehh x.x

KS : Hahaha i miss you too man =)

Kira : Alright then. Guarantee + chop if i can. Hahaha, OH! And invite me to your concert hor. I want fool around in VCH again xD

Devil : Tqtq =)

Wenbin : Never an end to enduring eh x.x haha, alright then thx alot. Gd luck wit ur JC business =D

Yuyu : haha ohh kays =D

Nab : yeahh. TPSJAB. raaaa ><

Zanne : LOL wrong lah. U should cheer up xD

Amirul : Not surprised. hahaha tts yy u should have sticked wit the old one ._.

Cris : Hahaha xDD

Sherry: OkOk i happy i happy =DD

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omg omg.
i drafted this post.
Then I accidentalli delete.
Now i forgot what i wanted to say x.x

Nvm lahh,
keep this one short then. I try recollect on monday then post xD
Ohh yeahh,
to all those at xms.
yeahh I miss you all too.
And thx for the supports and all.
smail alwaes, stay happy yeahh =)
I'll drop by soon.
Should be before april,
must see the team before they go to COMP.
Lose again and i'll join u in burning down HCI xDD

Smail Alwaes =)
Ismail Zainal

† Rosen.

2008-01-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Reg : Lax lax, there's alwaes smthn to laugh about. I just happily tried to contribute. Stay happy, smail alwaes yeahh =D Ohh, and thx, gd luck to u too ;)

Charmaine: Uhh. Unless you take a habit of reading bus stop ads/mosques I doubt you'd pass the ad of the A.L.I.V.E campaign. And yeahh, I'm surprised you found it xD

Amirul: Heyys, same to you man. How's malay class ar? Now left 2 x.x Have fun yeahh, disturb Mr.Yamato xD

Sherry: Its not gay lahh xDD haha, yeahh, bedok. Drop by anytime lor. =)

Kira: Ur pink darling is lingering in ur dreams. Haha Milo best lahh xDD Anyways dun saded lahh. smail alwaes and maybe ill drop by. At the very most in ur dreams, then you'll intro the new condition called sleep-laughing =P

Cris : LOL. Tt one is the Police Preparation for terrorist attack exercise lahh. dam pain lahh they take off, All the hair KIAAAAK. Ouch x.x Haha, then the Mdm Pok wanted me to stay tied and go see DM. Funny sia xD
And hahaha, yeahh. Dun miss me lahh, hahaha, punching bag. Set I go make... =P

bev : gotta find streaks of happiness i guess. Haha, urinal. funny one xD

hakim : HHAHAHHA LOL. SJAB is good lahh. Once you get used to it. Now i like some kns liddat. sian. =x And yeahh! Tio sabo. Then He still put pig head demand money. Gone case lah i.

Shi Li: Wa piang, i out of the sch u still demanding from me lehh. haha alright alright i will. xD

Frozenfire: LOL. hahaha done already. Now you better not make me regret ar x.x\

Zanna: no no you're not. Hahah double n one n same lahh ms guai =P

SB: Ohh Yeahh! hahaha, soon lah =D

Royce: WAAAH. Bad lah u. saded lah i x.x

Adam : Tqtq. You too =D

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tag reps already so long. o.0
haha, anyways I suddenly feel dam saded again.
I dunno why.
I still think its dam strange.
I can feel saded but i look in the mirror.
And i still see this ---> =)
What mad fella cant actualli have a facial expression.
Other than =) or =.
I think i remember feeling like this in early sec 2.
I called it hollow.
Then sturt began to sing...
I'm so hollow baby... U
I'm so... I'm so...
I'm so hollow.
Haha dam funny.
But I tell you, the most idiotic thing is,
I dont even know what I am missing.
Wth ._____.

heh i gave up audi for Granado,
and i still like getting busier.
Ohh yeahh, anyways, i fulfill SH request first.
Talk abt SJAB.
It was dam... weird?
Well, First impression -
Corp strength. Their whole corp
sec 1 squad.
Quite funny. Sec 2 5 ppl Sec 3 14.
haha i was alreadi like 0.0
Then they have the SJAB pledge.
Which sadedly, I have only said one,
Sec 1 Inaug. Finish. =x
Then their pumping was even more shocking.
My first fall in and the sgt was like,
Ismail they owe me 16, u want do pumping wit them?
If u know me well enough, i guess u noe the ans =p Then at the 1st second.
I was already in Pump position.
I looked left and right.
Everybody else half sit and folding beret. 0.0
(take out beret in open)
Then pump wit their beret on the floor.
I bo bian, tampines corp is tampines corp,
get used to it.
In xms if dare do i think tio 80. LOL
So we got like 5 sec to take out beret, fold and knock it down. Lol.

Now their standard. If you look at XMS.
Wahh we sure malu man.
And we still get gold o.0
But actuali u take into consideration corp str.
XMS harder to handle. Maybe by 5x.
And they got no double promo. T
heir procedure also different.PC = D-NCO.
Our pc reports to trng head.
Their D-Nco reports to Senior DNCO.
Chimness.
Their uniform also zai, boots all polish. haha xDD
I think the last time i all shiny was comp bah.
Lol. Ohh yeahh, but out of all the strange diffs.
I think the one hardest to cope with is timing.
Theirs is super fast. E.g. Salute (front) C
heck up check cut check up check cut check turn check. My hand also move like some robot.
XMS: Check up. 2,3,4 Cut, Check up, 2,3,4 Cut Check turn check.
Their recieve article also check take check cut kind.
I was comparing lahh, then xms nicer to say.
Its dam funny, i'd describe our timing as...
Musical.
hahahaahahaha xD
They also had trouble listening to my command,
cos u noe i hate the 3 stages. Musical commanding xD haha, I'm as good as a sec 1 there man.
And he even scold my footdrill. why? Bouncing.
Uhh, I bounce in comp also. Heck. cam x.x

Anyways, you ask me compare XMS corp to TP.
XMS more fun.
TP more discipline.
You know which one i prefer to lean to.
hahaha,
then one of the SGT also get ask if i miss my squadmates.
Then i abit saded alr, I was like fk.
Yeahh. I know I know, No bad words.
But i fking miss it.
i dunno yy but e.g sizing was always dam funny.
DARI KANAN BILANG 1.
SATU DUA SATU DUA DUA (SEMULA!)
Squad: hehehehe
DARI KANAN BILANG 1. S
ATU DUA SATU..... ... (SEMULA)
Squad: hahaha. lol. Stupid Ismail.
DARI KANAN BILANG 1. SATU DUATU. (3rd guy too fast! Semula)
Squad: hahaha, walau.
Another...
Joel: I WANT U TO REPLY ME INSTANTLY OK?! WHEN I SAY OK U SAY ALRIGHT!
JOEL: IS THAT ALRIGHT?!
Ismail goes a lil' too fast.
Ismail: AIGHT!
Joel: Ismail. no aight, keep up >.>
Ismail: 0.0 LOL.

Haha, good times eh.
I swear i'm gonna get on someone's nerves in TP.
Haha xD
Oh yeahh, then they were making fun of my commanding and laughing.

SQUAD! SEDIIIIHAHAHAHA YA!
SQUAD:DARI KANAN HAHAHA LURUS!
SQUAD: Yang kacak(handsome) ke kanan yang HAHAHAA hodoh ke kiri. Dalan satu Bahahahaha risan Paras!

Ultimate winner:
HAHAHA U GUYS KNOCK IT DOOOOWWWNNN HAHAHAHA.

Sadistic ass.
Anyways enough of SJAB.
Lets move on.
I was saded. I also now no heart say anthn agn.
nvm lah. i'll post agn soon.
Smail alwaes yeahh.
=)

Uhh. Happy New Year? =)

2008-01-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Zanna ~ Yahh... I do, wait. I LOVE pink. haha xD

Kira: yahh... I know u love pink ;) Now must work on pink couple. Haha, anyways, yahh. Life also quite sian w/o u lah. cant di xiao. =x Be Happy wor. You take over my place go di xiao the horse at 301.

Shi Li: Hm. Still getting used i guess. The stories I hear abt their SJAB dam funny. Hmm... I'll talk abt it this post i guess. =)

Sturt: Wahh. U ar. Im coping to the loss of great milo. Well, at least milo maker. I can make milo as good myself =PP

Sturt/Bev : I'm so sry ><

Cherie: Uhh... dun call me CPL. Nvm, i doubt you'd ever have a need to call me agn =x haha, alr. Linked. have fun yeahh ;D

Mich / Reg : Tqtq Happy 5th dae of 2008 =D

Adam : Im Back xD

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yeahh.. Not in XMS anymore i guess.
Miss you guys ok. Nvm lahh..
I owe alot of you a...
"How's Tampines" Update. xDD

So uhhh. happy new year here goes my day to day list.

First Dae...
i seriously like some blur sotong.
i wake up dunno a single thing.
but sian sian must go sch.
I look at e clock. 6am.
First thought...
Wah pehh I'm Late. ._.
2nd thought.
Ohh yeahh. I forgot my sch's oni 1/2hr away now.
So i do this do tt. 6.30 was rdy.
I expected assembly at 7.15
So i left the house at 6.40.
TT means i'll reach there at 7.10.
Ahh... Marvellous.
I walk out of e house.
Ohh yeahh. happy sia,
TPS uniform no need to tuck in.
Smthn to be happy for in tt morning. xD

This is gonna be a long post at the rate i yap.
But who cares. I wan write wad happened =P
So I hit sch at 7.10.
I sat down in the canteen listening to mp3.
Then Dave sms mi yy i not there.
sry dave, ur name was still registered as samantha
then i look in phone bk nv send to samantha.
So sry ><
Hu ask u plae tt idiotic prank of tt girl.
Haha it was dam funny though =D
Look at iPod. 7.15. Nobody assembling.
...
...
...
7.20. Nobody assembling.
..
...
...
..
..
7.30. NOBODY ASSEMBLING?
Xms start singing Anthem liao.
..
...
...
...
...
...
...
7.35. Oh wth.
I walk walk like sotong, look for toilet.
Very easy to find, their urinal not singular anymore.
Old sch = Old urinal.
its one whole metal wall. If i were a wall.
a metal wall. I'd be pissed if the yellow stuff
keeps sliding down my polished, shiny surface.
Well, sadly enough nobody empathises wit
metal walls as urinals. haha, Then i look at my phone
Play wit iPod. Do this do tt.
i walk out of the toilet 7.50.
And No SB, Joel, Sturt.
I was not feeling high after the toilet visit xD
Then assembly started. Ohh...
I walk walk. First board I saw was 3e2.
I love the class layout plan in the parade square.
marvellously convenient.
Sat behind this big towering fella.
Forgot his name. Dun worry,
I'll find out. he eventualli tio sabo
be some rep or smthn xD

Anthem. Pledge. Sch Song. *shut mouth try listen*
*cant listen. I mean, who in the world sings sch songs? 0.0*
then pledge. Ahh yes. TP pledge no need rmb.
SL stand at the stage...
Which happens to be a 2nd floor level beside the hall.
You know, like the connecting walkway btw
the sports hall lv 3 and the music rm block lv 3
in xinmin...
So raise ur right hand...
and repeat after him.
SL : Blah Blah Blah
I : Blah uhh Blah.
SL : Yap Yap Yap
I : uhh... Yap yap

Not bad for first timer ar? xD
Then met hakim, one of the few ppl i rmb from CKP.
Thank god. When i entered xms.
I was the only CKP kid.
Doesnt matter. Being one of smthn makes u unique.
Being one of smthn makes u rather lonely x.x
tt was my first thought at xms. haha xD

Then i followed the Tall Guy into Class.
Sry i suck at rmbing names, i know its alr my 3rd dae.
Then do all the classrm cleanup etc.
I happened to be the last guy of the class line.
Cmon, I'm looking out for the tall dude. Can't expect me
to know who in the world is supposed to follwo ME. ._.
look behind. Half the class Gone.
Literalli. We waited awhile then suddenli they appear.
Like Magic 0.0
I think if i ever lost the tall guy ,
i'll be lost in thre for ages man.
yet they all appeared. Marvellous.

Clean class etc etc.
noted : Bricks used to make Class wall.
Has Kepala Buto happily written.
and they said Pasir Ris cleaned it up.
Then look around look here look there.
Meet this teacher meet tt teacher.
And my hair pass. In xms surely ,
one of the SL too bo liao.
No Slope, go slope it.
4 bucks for a slope i never needed.
HOWEVER...
HOWEVER...
HOWEVER...
HOWEVER...
HOWEVER...

oh my god first dae my lovely moustache tio.
Eh boy, better shave by tml or else.
uhh ._. Xms i could have got away for 2yrs
If it wasnt for comp.
But wth... There goes my moustache lahh.
I hate shaving. TT

Then during recess i still walk walk. Look here look there.
End of Sch = Go Home. No point staying arnd.
Saw the sec 1s. Short pants =p
But heck. I'm as noob as them x.x

Went out for a little while wit ex neighbours...
Sleep.

The Next day.
Same morning process. Reached class.
i think 2nd dae then i started knowing ppl.
I think. Or was it first.
Or 3rd? nvm. At least i knew ppl.
dam friendly lahhs. =D
Their names i mention later.
I scared i forget a few leh. x.x
Nvm i trust my memory.
It fails me half the time. ><

So yeahh, Lit class was interesting.
Saw the first person my friend warned about.
Tampines ada bnyk mat minah
Trans: Uhhh... Tampines got alot of minah,
hard to say wad is minah lahh, Ask around ><

now on to classes. uhh Im cutting short,
Gtg soon ><
Bio Class was funny.
men are more promiscuous than women.
Define the things tt make a man attractive.
I had a 1000 points running through but i said the more conventional.
Dun go around looking like a freak when nobody is rdy to accept...
Weirdicity. xD
Lit Class i think i gone case. No Books.
Geog Elect Started moving on to rivers and lakes.
Hmm... Ohh kay bah.
ENGLISH! hahaha .... English was strange
first lesson = writing tests.
5 topics like usual.
1) Popularity
2) Uniforms should not be had in school
3) His hand trembled as he.... ( i think )
4) Nt sure
5) The best. Why I like/dislike _____ *anything. Ur choice!*

At first i lost sia. My compo sux.
Everyone else also had problems deciding.
Then i thought abt Bio AGN,
Came to why i like the human body.
Dam funny. Then i started talking abt the human body.
And when i crap, its hard to stop.
So i craaaaaaped. 4 pages.
Pehh. Cool sia. xD
i was one page when the guy behind me finished a quarter of a page.
Rozana thought i cuckoo.

Honestly Cant rmb much now. Zoning out.
I'll tell you the strange sway things tt happened next post lah.
Hm, maybe i'll try to CPR my blog.
Haha, alright then. Tt's a new yr resolution xD

Smail Alwaes =D
Ismail.

I woke up. Not so sick.

2007-11-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Shi Li: U ARE ONE FUSSY GIRL MANN xDD

Cpl Nab: LOL yeahh... i didnt reformat my TB when i changed the skin. Nvm lahh. Long tagboards are convenient for tag checking =DD

Yamato: Yeahh its up. Finally right xD and LOL Yeahh. Pink is nice. Go for it =D

Amelia: *ahem* *AHEM* Pink is not GAY lahh. Pink is dam nice ohh kay. Purple then is IGC luhh. And omg == Pink is White+red. Singapore colors. Not PURPLE! x.x Haha and u dun go audi luhh... I log in alot lehh xD The life of a home slacker/

Mich: Thx yeahh =DD Anyways yep, pink isnt gay Teletubbies are evil. xD

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Im not fully recovered. but who cares.
I want go PZ. Sshh dun stop me.
I shall go. Maybe go home early.
Yeahh. that's the life xD

Woke up, not coughing so much,
not freezing alot...
Well. Its a sign saying tt I CAN go out ehh.
Heh, played audi in the morn.
Now got server check siann.
my PSP almost hanged out.
Scary sia. Logged in MSN 1hr + liddat.
Listened to Paramore 1hr+ liddat.
and now i shall go and sleep before i walk out of e house.
Hmm yeahh. Nthn much to sayy lahh.
Boooring morning i guess xD
Didnt observe anthn extra ordinary
Here more of tag reps. maybe post later at nite.
Heh. Cyas =D

Fever. Not. Gd.

2007-11-19T12:30:00.000+08:00

Tag reps :

Cpl Nab -- Linked =D Anyways, they wanted promote some sort of youth education. Needed
some not very malay faces to encourage the non-malay muslimes or smthn.
Quite ironic i was included LOL. Realli got alot of Chi Muslims thre, cool =D

Shi Li --- Sry accident. Didnt noe u didnt like caps. Well, its back to small letters eh.

Vee - U're forgiven dear. xD Im asexual. Lovely eh.
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Yeahh. Well it seems my wish aint granted.
I was granted a harsher cough. A higher temperature. And a perpetualli blocked nose.
Wow. Someone somewhere must hate me mann.
*HEY! VOODOO'S EVIL!!!*
Hmm. I hope he heard that and gains an elightenment.
Was supposed to send my 360 for repair todae.
But at this condition I'll faint at Simei Station. xD
And the ring was supposed to be collected todae.
I'll also faint at maybe at Tanah Merah cos collecting rings
is more appealing then sending stuff to FUNAN (omg) for repair.
So one whole dae of postponed activities i guess =/

Went on Audi a lil while. Nthn much to do.
Dont ask me to do Maple. I sorta despise it.
Then chatted on msn. Now I'm here.
Doing CPR on my blog i thought was dead.
Hmm... i shall go tagging. Tt sounds fun.
Rarely tried that.

And you know the secret to getting better from being sick.
Think you're healthy and smail alot on the bed of which u lie to recover.
And the virus/germs/bacteria just wouldnt waste their time on a retard.
Unless they're as malicious xD

Haha,
So smail alwaes yeahh.
No its ohh kay, i dont need Panadol as gifts.
I have a cupboard of it.
Wait, when u have a family of 8 under one roof.
U can build your own pharmacy =DD

† Ohh kay I want you like that... No wait, look the other way o.0

2007-11-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

James: I'll do links after this post.

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Just woke up from the return of my photoshoot.
Si bei tired lahh =/
From 8 to like 2 take photo.
Discuss here discuss there.
Make up, change of dressing.
But not so bad. I'm helping a good cause. (Right?)
I don't get paid. ZZ not moneyface lahh... xD
But you know, even 10 bucks for hours of my time is a nice little "gift" eh.
Rather than notebook pen from maybe last year's MUIS campaign.
We took photos in the M.U.I.S Court of Appeal leh.
Then right outside there was a sign saying:
NO AUDIO/VISUAL RECORDING EQUIPMENT ALLOWED
INSIDE THE COURT OF APPEAL
Like woah. Cool lahh xD
One shot I had this T-shirt which had this strange designs of Xs making up words.
Took me 5min to realise what it was.
It read The RSCH Home Edition. All full of Xs.
The other one was a green polo Tee i think,
My shoes also in my budget spirit mann.
Get free from dunno where.
Brand some sure MADE IN CHINA one. 15 bucks.
At least its white xD
Listened to iPod for the whole thing except the shots itself.
Went home on bus from Bedok. Then slept.

Really tired lahh. z.z
i Think i'm sick. Cough Cough + Lethargy is a good sign of flu.
Ohh kay 'm sorry I ponned sch so many times.
Just don't make me sick in the Holidays.
The Lovely period of my time which I must treasure
with open eyes, and alert mind and a painless healthy body.
Let not the thingys of germs and bacteria affect me,
aying me in my definition of unproductivity,
that is lying down healing instead of slacking.
Where plans have to be rearranged and people inconvenienced.
And i won't even feel like stepping into the virtual world.
That is a very bad thing to happen during the hols.
If it must be, (i mean, everyone gets sick right. Nobody's Wolverine)
Would it mind waiting till the sch term starts
and pick on people who could use the MC instead
for example people in camps they hate.
IN programs that are an utter waste of time.
Those that are just about to do smthn bad.
Let the small fever be a hidden blessing to them.
To avoid such torments and inconveniences of the School Programs.
and the Bad stuff merely influenced by Teenage Angst.
Hmm. I shall take a Panadol and maybe everything will be ohh kay right? =)

So yeahh. I think i'll step into Audi for a while,
pop a Panadol pill and go to sleep xD
Smail Alwaes =)

† 17 Nov '09

2007-11-17T19:30:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Adam - =D

Charmaine - ohh c'mon u cant be tt fussy rite. I'll let you spell my name as Ismail xD

Shi Li - Err yeahh, psps =x I think cfm liao.

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Hmmm. I met pri sch teacher the other day.
She gave me some points (which i honestly thought was great)
to try to keep mi in my sch. But hell.
Its hard talking to a hardcase x.x
Then talked abt other things. Even BGR,
I am NO casanova mann.
Even she thinks i'm like that.
Its Not. My. Own. (Conscious). Doing.
Mann =/
And meeting people from audi is not much lahh
I won't meet a gay. I won't meet a rapist.
And the term "I will never know" would practically
refer to any situation in my life right?
Why must i get gay-ed out by an audi friend when the same
can be done on just saying hello to my dad's friend.
And if (by dunno wad chance) the she/he im supposed to meet aint "normal"
Then do as you wish lor. Go out, go home, break etc etc etc.
ZZZ. Narrow minded =PP

Haha today went to PZ agn.
And i played PSP the whole morning.
My unproductive life.
Looked for a ring wit BB.
Haha. My size ended up like 21".
Hers like 15". My middle finger has substance man xD
Haha. xD Then the sales attendant looked like one sec one leh.
Omg almost twins. Except maybe the height.
Like woah. X.X

She left for Jurong at 3+.
Then went to Bunk met some other ppl.
Dam funny lahh this guy went to eat at those eatery
in the middle of the basement.
Eat same place as they cook, serve people. Dam funny.
Like kampong. Couldnt stop laughing.
My audi deproved. Even though i did a 185 fm ==
Went home. On Msn and now i decided to say smthn.
Just to prove my Blog is a little alive.
Maybe got difficulty breathing.
Blog CPR not veri easy leh.
Lame, yeahh. My middle name.
I got tons of middle names.
Ismail Lame Zainal.
xD

Yeahh, smail alwaes.
suddenly smail looks like snail.
I will kill the guy or girl who dares
spell my name is isnail. =.=

†

2007-11-13T11:16:00.000+08:00

Hmm... i feel abit more relaxed la
Nobody much comes to my blog anymore...
Anyways i was supposed to post this ytd,
but it ended up in drafts xD

Ytd....
Was quite packed lahh
In the morn i visited audi.
Then go msn...
then prepared to go out.
Plaza Sing. Erm, Pc Bunk oni 1hr la, Met jon ther >.>
Ate at 2 places. Burger King for lunch, Secret recipe for tea.
Hehe more of a snack. I tell you arh their cheesecake,
eat half enough mann. Nice but after awhile can x.x
Next time go swensens yeahh.
Then Vanessa rascist bah. Bangla come in she got prob.
Some Bangla pro ohh kays ;) Foreign Talent.
Singapore invest like hell for ppl hu leave. xD

Then we went to watch Stardust.
I collected my GV member card.
Van thought it was cute. I thought it was quite a stupid design.
Very unprofessional. It was a popcorn for heaven's sake xD
No, i wasnt expecting a club card. Jus smthn tt fits properly hehe.
Back to the Stardust. It was a nice movie la.
Boy loves Town Girl. Town Girl gives him one week to collect fallen star.
he realises star is a girl. Falls in love wit the star-girl
Dumps the town girl. Such a marvellous man. xD
Meanwhile... A witch and a power hungry prince wants to kill star
They'll live forever! But the dead brothers were dam funny.
The way ppl die so ragdoll. I noe veri bad but it was dam funny.

Then go home le.
Ohh yahh my dad was dam funny.
Cos i sprayed and spiked my hair silver.
He said i looked like a bangde into a wall wit wet paint ==
So my hair all white white.
LOL

Anyways,
Smail Alwaes yeahh.
Ismail =)

Im Back Alr =)

2007-11-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

Tag replies :

Charis : Hehe sch over le class fund pay liao. Somemore i should be paid for being Media Rep la. Serve ppl and can still get scolded doing tt leii. Walau i wont tell anyone im fixing the visualiser agn mann x)

Sherhui : Lemme guess... U Lumyi the friend arh? xD

Stasha : 1) Yup. Mike Oxworthy Rules.
2) and the beautiful thing abt love counselling. They actualli dont need ur bloody
help at all xD If they could onli detach your ear, they'd do it. its the listenin eh? =P

Kahlun : Sup KL =DD and yarr... thx. I love my name too.

Amelia : -TWINS-? ohh kay. <.< Audi guilds are half useless xD and this is Kanye West. Not 50
Cent. And this song is nice. The MV with the hand thing is just dam funni xD

Kira : I never went genting. And its over le =D

Cris : yar thx for the reminder. Im right on it. 1mth late not so bad right? xD

Royce : Veesmail is quite a sick combi of the two names. Its like Art + Dnt in one stream.

Beverley : Alright Alright im posting. Emo is just a phase. The Kaobei everyone hormones are well restrained. =PP And dun insult the moustache. He's making a comeback xD

Joel : Ohh come on u make SACG sound like a viral plague or some disease of mine mann x)

Regina : Im updating now xD

Chermaine : Chermaine Chermaine Chermaine Chermaine lol == haha should i thank
god for lit? xD

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Ohh kay tt settles it.
Just spent like 5hrs on audi.
With my virtual wife, yes. Any of u got a bloody issue with tt? ==

Hmm. back to topic. My life for the past month.
Like shit. Oh yeahh, i forgot to say.
A.Math Bio Chem Elect Hist Pure Lit.
Apart from the elect hist. i think its cool xD

Hmm... yeahhs. marvellous holiday.
Worthy of the books mann.
Why was my phone smashed?
I said a vulgarity. Dont tell me tt's smthn wrong.
I absorb the blows of all YOUR wrongs.
Dont expect the Angel Halo to appear
Dont tell me im unreasonable.
Its not angst. Its called I've had enough. ==
I forgive you, but hell no i wont forget.
Ahem, so yeahh he went on to smash my pink phone.
2nd Nov. Its now in pieces. I know where's the SIM card at least xD
So yeahh, im on a quest.
Find those relics with a meter long antenna.
big and black and bulky like a brick.
Ohh yeahh tt's a phone tt my dad wont even need to smash.
Budget 10 bucks xD

†Vee was here†

2007-09-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:

Kira - yarr... more man love =PP

Lumyi - Im a sec 2 and ppl call mii senior. HONOURED xDD

Charmaine - i assume wacky in a nice way. This moustache is a blessing ok! xD and girls with moustaches are just jaw dropping 0.0

Yuling - Ps la bo link =XX

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Ohhkay why i havent been posting.
I was busy, or just didnt realli care.
I've been running an emo case ever since
I got grounded T.T
Mood Swings and all.
(No, i never needed Whisper or Kotex)

Todae was quite happy la.
1 1/2hr, lvl audi one time (like finally)
and maple one time (Lame... but audi verii boring w/o her la, so grind in maple)
I just realised im broke too....
And my dad refuses to gimme cash. Wa piang.

Been doing helluva lot of love counselling,
*he was a boii, she was a girl...
cann i make it anymore obvious*
dont worry. Free... Come to me.
Express. Let it all out.
I wont talk till u need mii too =DD

Lolx, my contact to the world been revolving only round
my phone, my comp. And school.
LOLx... my latest prob is a jealousy case.
Basket you ppl and politics ar.
And all i wanna be is the
Minister of Education
(Reform sch syllabus, we need more practical stuff learnt. and more time)
Minister of Health
(Purge Laksa. I dont like it. And its super fattening)
Ministry of Environment
(I WILL implement global cooling i tell you now)
Psychologist
(Study u psychos out there >.>)
Psychatrist
(Listening aint that difficult. And I get paid)
Prime mInister of SG
(Change thingys according to my mood =DD)

went out one time illegally though...
hehe damm fun,
thank god i was never caught.
Alaf all dae long.
Got one time i laugh will ring through the whole MRT station leii
Paiseii...

OYAHHH HOME ECON TEST!!!
I tell you Mrs Liew like from Shatec or smthn.
Fine dining leii... she think we some posh restaurant or smthn.
Must correct spoon correct fork.
Next time put her on plate. The right cutlery is a chopper. ==

Cant wait for my grounded state to be over .
I will step out and be dam high sia...

And dont insult my pink phone.
Its dam cool. And I've LOCKED IT
Woohoo! I've locked msges.
No more illegal prying. I feel safer xD

Been alot of devil names lately.
Mr S.A Tan
Natas airlines.
Lucy Fer Eva
Diaox =.= How diabolical and unholy.

Disturbing Yamato like usual...
Super fun.
Oh ya... Then wrote one letter abt
terrorism of the bubble tea.
My name was Mike Oxworthy (Say it quickly, sounds sick)
Joel's was Tharman Shamugaratnam. basket, Minister complain to newspaper. xDD
Stuarts was I.P Freely. (I pee freely... LOL ==)

Will be seeing y'all soon i guess...
Dont worry... i wont emo in front of you all..
missed champions day. Shit =/

Smail Alwaes,
and counsel,
Smail Alwaes,
sneak out if you're realli sure u wont get caught
Smail Alwaes,
Dont Emo and so dumb things...

Ismail =DD

Fine ==.

2007-09-06T08:37:00.000+08:00

Tag Replies :
Shi li -Like to sabo mi?! Walau... T.T

Charmaine: HULLO! Everyone seems younger than mii =/ (nvm, look who's got the moustache xD)

Nicole: Tagged, ps hor, i'll try fix up links soon =)
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Alright. Truth be told, i was grounded.
That means... No Com, No outings, No Phone, Almost prison.
Yes, tt was what happened!
But i bargained for comp la, not tt bad, i steal my phone in the middle of e night,
I might request parole soon enough for guai kia behaviour.
Anyway, before getting grounded on mondae, went out Sat/Mon. Sundae got sick ==
No AGI... anyway how was it? o.0

Saturdae went out to watch Hairspray... (w/ Hp, Sindy, Zt)
Erm... The tunes are cabaret, very catchy...
Otherwise it seems quite bland.
But John Travolta makes a good fat, low-self-esteemed woman.
Who mothers a fat, high-self-esteemed girl.
The girl who's friend has a crush on a Negro,
the Negro who wants a checkerboard society with his sister,
who has amazing talent but its put under racial prejudice,
who dances with a changed, character enlightened hot guy, elvis kind,
and wins this contest. The Hairspray contest,
of which it has turned interracial.

yar quite boring, thank god we came in 1/2hr late.
Then i blur blur walk right in front of the cinema screen, walau so alaf ==
1/2hr late lei. Rush from Plaza Sing.
then went eastpoint. She wanted a new shoe to go jogging,
woah, some ppl are more active. I exercise my fingers everydae!
Great reflexes. Much help it is though in anthn else =PP
hey, getting grounded with onli the computer makes u an audi-bum.
Went home 8.30pm. Quite late.
they still hold me back la at KFC! =/

Sundae sick, then no clinic open. I vomiting all over the place, almost fainting,
dont ask me to find a clinic that opens on Sundae, its a one way ticket to the hospital.
So Mon, they acc me go poly. Felt better...
Get caught in the rain, go TM. Walau, dont drink Mos Tea.
By god, i put like 7 sachets of sugar (normally i drink tea with 13)
And it still tasted bland.
So angry, should have went for McCoffee...
Then pon tuition. Didn't feel like it,
Tt's where it started.
Walau my dad got mad, all the shouting,
grounding,
isolation,
prison-constructing.
Communication-cut offs.
And he thinks i have a girlfriend tt persuaded me to pon *gasp*

tt's abt the end of anthn i have worth saying for my sch hols.
james wants to cook cookies,
ooohkay, i had a bad xperience wit em.
Wapiang, last year, my cookies like those geylang kind sell 3 for 10 bucks.
I'd rather make maggi.
Superb Maggi.
Its a culinary delight!

So been mugging past few daes, if i dont pass exam ar... i'll blow smth up.
ohh yeah, i started plaeing my old audi acc, lv 13 one.
So strange playing as freedom. Novice cuter xD

Smail Alwaes,
Getting grounded means you can mug at home
Smail Alwaes
Losing your phone means you cut back on tt bill
Smail Alwaes
prisoners do get parole. So be a guai kia! xD

-Ismail Vee =)

I decided to say smth again =)

2007-08-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

Tag reps:
Shi Li - yar. Serves 2 btw, not a whole 5man NC =P

SB - Got prob, it disrupts my blog load, working on it. =)

Charis - Yeahh... I alwaes plae my permanent lv 10 one xDD

KL- Hullo =DD

Stasha - I am a strange person, leading a strange life. But you better rmb my face, next world revolutionist xDD

yamato - Dream gall xDD LOL. Another time =P

Haha, im now officially going to write one sentence one line.
this WILL be harder to read, but it peaces me out. =P

Anyway, had a pretty boring life. Playing audi, watching Hellsing again. Studying.
Got back all my tests. PASSED. Whoo! *jumps in delight, points middle finger to Philadelphia*
Sorry, I know I sound dam kb, backstabbing and bad, but you wont know how much I hate it.

And I browsed Yamato's blog. Great summary of what I do in class.
And I'm supposed to be on the road to being guai xD
Today Mdm Pok saw my phone like 3 times, never confiscate. What a nice lady. =)
Quite dumb la. I tell you the conversations.

"AAAHHH WHERE'S MY PHONE. PPL READING MY MSGES AGAIN?!?!?!" -V
"HUH?! What msges, i want to read. *snickers* - Mdm Pok
"NO NO WAIT... *looks inside my bag* AAHHH, KK Found it!" - V
"Found what? *gives the hehehe kind of face* - Mdm Pok
"Err Nthn! Hehe, I mean my powder!" *takes out powder i took from toilet*

Oh Shit, bad move, soon they took the powder.
Powder prints on my Table, books and my butt, and my leg. Wth? =.= Ps la.

oyah! BTW! I AM NOT GAY!
Act act ler.. but i realli look sick xD

Smail Alwaes,
And never tell your teacher you brought a phone
Smail Alwaes,
and try not to di xiao your table partner
Smail Alwaes,
and know that some of us aren't tt gay as u think =PP

Vee. =)

xD

2007-08-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

Tag replies:

Adam: yahh... i sound like a freak xDD

James: my linkies got prob, ur blog veri nice btw xD

Cris: HULLO!! Lolx xD

Lucas: no, this is not e philosophical post.

nat Day celebs were quite nice, everybody quite high
Joel and I treated it like a rock concert. haha xDD
This is WHERE I BELONG!!!! (starts the mad jumping rock on signing)
Self-ecstacy. its a nice traIt =P

The treat just ate this funny baked rice at swensens
Its like u put lasagna on top of white rice.
The Top layer tasted like lasagna
The rice tasted like hot, white rice.
Really, i think the ice-cream was better
Earthquake. Well, beats a fondue for 2 anytime =D

Then they wanted watch movie, in the end dont know wad happen.
They played snooker. I seriously was like, can play snooker meh?
Then Staff Ling was "We are alredy 16."
Omg I feel dam young. And moustacheless xDD
Blur. Lol.

The next dae was supposed go watch movie wit Stuart.
In the end he didnt.
So went out with another person.
Lazy queue at theatre. =.='' (really dam long la walau, wait foreva one)
So go pcbunk. Quite bo liao la.
But when u just feel like sittign down its a nice place.
Just sit on one sofa. Watch her plae audi.
Or i plae myself.
plae blur blur one.
Then wahh, got this pri sch girl, play 8k like nobody business.
I hate it. My fingers too twitchy for 8k xDD

On my way home took a Mac-Coffee.
I so ps la. It looked like icecream.
So i didnt noe wad to call it.
I called it the coffee icecream.
they guy was like "no, its not an icecream".
No! I meant tt coffee creamy thing.
Then he told me, its whipped cream
Yes. Tt's the word i was looking for =.=

Then slept veri late, coffee fault la.
Wake up, today nv do antthn lor,
cept plae audi agn. Sms alot.
Quite sian. my cough got worse la,
want go out also no heart. =/

Anyway realli sorry
I seem like im talking crap
Incomprehesible English.
But i think as i write
So yar. See how messy i am =X

Cya,
Smail alwes,
Ismail =)

...

2007-08-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

Tag replies:
KL- yeahh, lol, seriousli no relation to pads

Siew Beng - Nice tt u agree xD

Stasha - Alright alright for sophisticated chimology's sake, ill try xD

Lucas - I'll take it up soon =PP

lolx, nv blog, yeah. Busy mahh...
Anyway a few ans to the msn tag qn

Why my english so hard understand?
I think write at the same time. So you can realli see how disorganised I am.
So as i think my crap i write the crap.
Haha, nvm la, i'll make an effort to refine it soon enough.

Next. No more lectures ar?
I did lectures in Pri Sch. Enough,
its seriously quite draining having to give ur opinion on
"serious matters."
Lets talk abt random crap, easier.

Anyway was still sleeping in class,
sorry Lucas, I'm trying not to,
but its seriousli like im drugged or something,
i think the auntie spiked my soya bean with some sleeping drug xD
20 cents lei, what u expect. =P

quite sian la,
nthn observed, nthn written.
just happy the holidae's have finally come.
Anyway going Seoul tomorrow,
I shall wear SINGAPORE COLORS!!!
Whoo!! Get into the pre-patriotic spirit ppl,
red white on wed, 8th August.
Mix the two for pink for National Day. xDD
Lalala , this is home... truly!!!
As my senses tell me...this is where...
I know...
I...
BELONG!!!!! (zhao sia)

nvm, talk abt the shave,
its dam disgusting la,
make me look like some alien
like i shave moustache i lose 10yrs of age
look like a pathetic small kid
ew. Major EW.
Sian, i miss it alreadi, =/
Haha, well, it'll grow back (i hope), and
have a nice nat dae hols people,
Smail alwaes, =D
Ismail

Sick Again =,=

2007-08-01T21:42:00.001+08:00

Tag replies:
Jia Min - Thx alot =DD

Stasha - haha xDD, cant make chimology out of tt huh? it was hung on the seat behind mii lolx....

Shi Li - Sorry, you were closest. ew. Hha xDD

Adam - Thx, *AC3™ smail* hehex =PP

Yeahh, sick again,
emo again? Haha xDD
I cant understand u ppl and the emo concept la
I just tried to smail,
lolx, so just sleep lor.
Almost one whole dae sleep.

Then at the clinic. i too busy building blocks,
miss my number. wth waste time =,=
Haha xDD

Went home, eat medicine, sleep like wad
then sleep. Lazy bum.
MT homework lost. Die...
She sure *%$&%$ kind of angry la. Sianz.

Then Dad comes home late,
plae Audi lor,
Baby I will wait for you...
If u think I'm fine It just aint true....
Blog song, random singing agn. xD
lolx, blur like wad. Headaches and all,
see arrows also blur blur.
hahax, btw was discussing twits there.
yes twits are despicable,
detestable, gross. Simply EW. =@

What are twits... Find them in the speech structures of:

i LurBb Euu DaRliiNx 4 eva <33>
jiAyOrhss
ArhL0wS
Tons and tons of ^^V (with the v included)
kekekex
Plss DunN Doo DisS t0 Mii, Euu Makee Mii Criie
Applies to bois, pls dun write liddat,
its just icky. xDD

So Cya, no words of wisdom, too tired =X
Ismail Vee

P.S My Msn Nick "Whisperer" Has no relation to the sanitary pads u sick fools =PP

Abt yesterdae xDD (nthn happened todae =PP)

2007-07-31T15:51:00.000+08:00

Tag Replies:

Shu Mei: Thx ^^, u visualise the drama from class lorr, exciting xDD

Stasha: Love? Haha, read properly, its not EXACTLY love, its more self appreciating admiration. *imm... to sexy for mahh love... too sexy for mahh love, love's going to leave me* xDD
(I'm Too Sexy, sung as part of the dance xDD)

Rehana: Thx =))

KL: Ok more to all, sorry ar, the links causing a disturbance in my screen loading. Dunno yy, i try fix when i have e time =DD

Freddy: We denied winners xDD, haha, but we rocked la =DD

Yesterdae,
Honesly, todae all i did was cough, and sleep in class. =/
It was cool though,
yesterdae had the plae,
i think everyone did well, =DD
oh ya, must explain yy i never dance as well
as the rehearsal.
1) Strangely, i got nervous,
2) i couldnt slide on the stage floor,
so all the moonwalk, sidewalk la, sliding all cut =//
The tiles thing.
Real sorry. =X
Lolx, then so messy,
my mike came off, my shades almost broke =X

Well. 205 won,
I'll spare the kbing again la,
but nvm, we had the originality rite??
So hu cares bout them =PP
We're denied winners,
but our fan base realli big le 0.0
Hhaa xDD

Then went to tuition.
Slept then miss my stop.
Walau, then rush out
Forgot take my uniform from behind
There goes a uniform T.T
Sad la, it was my 201 play sch uniform. =(\

Then go back, sms,
sleep, im lacking it nowadaes xDD
Oh ya, i bought a pink shirt,
my black tie luvs her xDD

Smail alwaes,
Even when someone seems to copy ur smail,
Smail Alwaes,
noe tt ur smail is original,
Smail Alwaes,
ppl will rmb UR smail, not theirs =PP
So Smail Your Own Smail =DD

*the words of smaily wisdom xDD*
Cya,
Ismail Vee

† Self-Isolation? †

2007-07-29T18:49:00.000+08:00

Lolx, anyway i was msn-ing earlier.
Someone asked mii yy i still refuse to get a gf.
but Hey! My Love Life's damn exciting.
(relax #3, i was jk when i said u're green lolx)
I've had a thousand dates ~ with myself.
I'd bring me out to lunch,
have a romantic walk along Singapore River,
Treat me to dinner,
get a nice flower for myself,
maybe decide to accompany me home too,
then out of passion,
inevitably.
i sleep with myself. LOL.
HAHHAHAAHA xDD
*cant help it, self-dating*

I have such a gift to make me sound pathetic.
lolx.
Then I looked at msn, those ID's tt make it look like
they're some experts on love. Loves Complicated la,
you left me shattered, crying la.
Love's love. You ppl made it complicated.
I'll elaborate what i think another dae =)

Lolx, yeahh, so todae I just cooped up at home,
after religious class. Seriously, its a nice place,
had an arabic test. Pretty funny la,
Ask teacher questions tt obviously lead to e answer.
But heck, we're not doing 0-lvls, we're just learning xDD
Then at another class got this really nice teacher.
our class is seriously unique.
You could see 2 ppl fiddling with phones,
5 with earphones plugged in, (including mii. Music's irresistible xD)
out of like 13 ppl,
yet we still listen leii,
teacher ask qn we answer.
We ask qn while dropping blocks at apartments,
to make towers. LOL.
That's what i'd call an environment xDD

Anyway, went home and jus stayed there all dae long.
Did some graphs revision. Test tml. =/
Dislike Maths like wad.
Tried to build a few towers (hp games keep u kinda busy la. LOL)
Did research on yy kids are so choosy when eating.
Really funny. They are just hyperactive buggers.
Swayed to music, oya,
mii dad said i looked strange,
smailing while listening.
Lolx xD

So now, end up here,
When you're at home there's
seriously nthn much to lighten up on, lolx.

*back to Vee's words of wisdom*
Smail Alwaes,
even if your dates are with yourself.
Smail Alwaes,
Even when a gay comes your way.
Smail Alwaes,
Noe tt Simple Love just comes if you just....
Smail Alwaes™

Ismail Vee =DD

Thx, Im Not sick anymore =PP

2007-07-28T21:35:00.000+08:00

Tag replies :
Shu Mei ~ Lolx... Sick Clown still try Smail Alwaess mah =P
anyway sry lolx this morn cant dance,
last thing i need is a coach seeing me entertain
rather than prep xDD

Shi Li ~ Huh?

Adam~ lolx... cant help it,
my body is sorting out itself xD
bacteria came by to visit.

Rehana ~ thx =)

KL~ You see her every weekdae =PP'

Okae post time lolx,
went to debate todae.
Juveniles should be tried in adult courts.
In that case:
Youths should be allowed to vote
Youths should be allowed to go to the Army
Girls should be caned. Lolx xDD
(jk jk im not a sexual sadist)

Felt abit better since yesterdae though,
except for this funny feeling,
since like last year i cant explain it.
So I thought of all the dangerous emos,
that leave you all -.=,
Envy, Anger, Hate, Passion,
No! i still cant name it!
Frustrated,
so i just termed it Hollow. xDD
Anyway,
the juniors seem like those enthu geniuses.
This bugger called me a newcomer.
And insisted I was a newcomer.
Can't realli blame him.
I am. xDD

Then wandered around Hougang Mall agn,
waiting for isaac,
It was pretty funny la,
watch people,
then I bought this meal at the food court.
it was above 2 bucks, so im entitled to a 50cents drink.
Heck, I claimed it.
Then when i got my regular coke,
I said "yay, 50cents. Good buy"
For fun, honestly.
The cashier and the queue behind mii look at mi like
o.o
Cant help it. Im the accidental clown i guess xD

Then go into every shop.
Saw ERO Lingerie again.
LOL. Rmbed Ac outing.
i wonder if ERO is short for EROTIC.
And how do people get business from there?
I like never see people browsing thru bras. =.=
im not tiko. Honestly. Just like to see
things in a funny light xD

Went into a libary. Picked up a book.
I think it was on Parenting Well.
No. I dont intend to be a parent now.
Seriously. I cant even control myself. xD
And the last thing a kid needs is a mad dad.
I was sittign at the computer section.
saw this boii la , watching Yu Gi Oh,
Ok, there are better animes, but Yu gi oh's ohh kayy...
Then the best part comes.
When his Yu Gi Oh finish,
he started another film.
Give you time to gues...

Go go,

POWER RANGERS!!!!
LOL, i tell you it was funny,
watching the classic 5man-all-colors-available
Rangers in Tight Suits with their fashionable stripes.
And their classic kick-ass pose.
It was just funny. And the boii,
I bet he was Primary 6.
Stared into the screen, totally engrossed.
It was just hilarious. xD

Aft tt went home, plae Audi agn,
feel quite bad la, was supposed to meet her at 3 =X
But my audi was still spoilt.
Haha, then went on MSN,
multi-chatting agn. Quite nice leii,
haven chatted for ages.
Then now im blogging, then logging off,
to Sleep.
Ehx wait. Not now,
Maybe I build a city of towers on my phone first,
then watch the midnight stars.
Then fade into dreamland =PP

Smail Alwaes,
Even when there's really nthn to do in life,
look at wad i do =PP

Ismail Vee.

Sick? Lolx.

2007-07-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

MSN Tags replied =)
Tag replies~
Amirul ~ More suanning ar? yy leii xDD
Stasha ~ Face it, I'll be famous for the wisdom
which u ppl define crap =PP
Kira ~ I cant help it la xDD... its like,
listening to some monotone bugger,
The heat / rain just sapping away energy
the fact that I think my table's quite comfy xD
Shi Li~ Forget what?

yeahh... todae nv come sch,
but still had to trudge my way to school,
to give A tshirt and some graphs.
Idiotic CA.
PSLE was best. Just study for one exam.
Yet I didn't study... nvm, im in the process of
becoming abit more hardworking, i can okayy...
just tt im lazy =/
Here must keep on working ur mind off.
Anyway how was e farewell party?

One whole moring was spent travelling and going to polyclinic.
Then in e afternoon took medicine.
Drowsy like what.
So Sleep Somemore.
Then woke up, switch on Computer.
Father not at home, plae Audi.
Woww, I was chancing 160bpm well.
My inconsistent quality.
Then sian, Audi realli tiring,
So just went surfing.
Couldnt go blog, donno yy
So nv tag.
I try another dae la =)
Downloaded a bunch of phone games,
you wont know how occupied it keeps you,
trying to stack levels of buildings,
or maintaining your own nightclub.
Lolx.

So one whole dae quite uneventful la,
while I write this you ppl are sweating off running 1km.
treasure the run, it costs you 10bucks xDD
Funny concept. I pay to run 1km around my own school. o.0

Well, think i go slack slack somemore la,
oyahh.. vomit so many times smile also canot =X
Emo's the word of the dae o.o
Does she knoww she's all I think abt at night....
*adaptive of TOMG*

Cya, Smail Alwaes,
Vee ^^

Loner-ing.

2007-07-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

I fake a smile, so that he wont see...

Lolx, was listening to Teardrops On My Guitar. Sweet Song la,
Now its stuck in my head.
Nvm, =)

Today i like so loner, everything do myself,
but luck found me in the form of an uneaten Tam Tam
Along the corridor.
i have a sharp eye for free stuff I guess.
Lolx.
Mr Lee got so mad,
POM, whack on table,
clipboard break.
Poor bugger.
And to make things worst, i did e wrong homework =.=

Then do another rehearsal for e plae,
everyone liek sian sian,
i was just so tired,
sit down then the Stuart keep on asking me get up,
he's realli one hyperactve kid.
Haven enjoy pleasures of slacking yet xDD

Go Mother Tongue is was dam funny,
I was freaking Amirul out,
then the Teacher look nder the table saw me touch touch
wa piang so ps la, she gimme the 0.0 face
I nott gayy lor.
really =/

After tt had to go tuition.
I reach his place like 1hr plus too early.
So go walk around parkway parade.
Fun leii just walk walk.
But i was alone =X
Who in e world from Hougang comes to Marine Parade?
Lolx nvm, so I walk walk, amusing myself.
Went into Isetan,
wow, they got lke some shopping sale la
50-70% off.
So cool. Even 200+ buck blazers were going for 70 bucks.
I saw shirts from 100over go to 30-50 over.
Then got one shirt, i bet if u take off the logo
From 80 dollar become 20 dollar.
Pretty cool discounts. but i look for more,
those kind of 7 buck for 1.
I used to find those dam easily.
Then yeah! I found it, but i also realised tt
it was when i was primary school. =.=
Well, I haven tell you the greatest bargain shop I saw la.
Nvm,

So walk somemore,
go 77th street, eat Andersons Ice Cream (Not bad leii, nice lor)
the 77th street quite boring. No life one, then they not selling ties, so i didnt care much.Then walk somemore, saw cutlery.
Would anyone like a cutlery set?
800 dollars, u get a shiny stainless steel spoon, knife, fork etc.
Original price 1500 bucks.
Wow. So next time u buy must tell you wife,
Honey, try to keep it shiny, eat carefully,
that fork cost me 100 bucks. xDD

Oya, so after walking around in PP,
I went back, through the lorong lorong kind of shops.
then like WOW.
I saw this shop selling clothes for 5 bucks. xDD
Omg cheap like mad, low quality, but i found a bargain shop!!! =PP
Then beside it was a shoe shop.
My kind of imitation rip off shoes.
selling for 6-20 bucks.
Saw one shoe like Joel's Adi one,
Cheap leather, 20 dollars.
look at your white school shoe,
north star sneakers,
take off the north star, paint the shor cloth red,
6bucks only.
LOLX. It was funny looking around.
xDD

yeahh, so then reach home at 7.30,
realli not feeling well.
Vomited, Feverish.
The Sian Virus.
But I keep on smailing xDD
Bb la, gtg sleep,

Smail Alwaes,
despite all forms of Sian or Fever,
Smail Alwaes,
with 5 dollar clothes and 6 dollar sneakers,
Smail Alwaes,
with the fact tt half ur homework isnt done,
Smail Alwaes,
From Ismail xDD
(lame huh,)

Finally...

2007-07-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

Lolx ps la nv blog for 3 daes oni...
Com crash la.
Blame maple, idiotic program.
This would be the 3rd time it spoiled my comp =.=
Evil virus-infected software.

So I start from Sundae lor,
went to Courts/Ikea to look for furniture
SJAB room needs a renovation.
And we happen to have the need to look for furniture.
I tell you, that Ikea is like some trap la.
Go in cannot come out.
Its like those kind of evil salesmen
"Hey would you like to have a look at my product"
"No thank you, i'd like to find an exit"
"Aww c'mon. the exits metres away,
I INSIST. O=)"
*oh dearr...*

so that was ikea la,
somemore I accidentally went inside the smaily land of something.
Infested with Children barely reaching my hip.
Then the attendant was looking at mii and asking like
"Excuse me sir, are you lost?"
"No im looking for my brother".
*total lie*
Walk, walk, totalli disoriented. Then another attendant came up
"Excuse me sir, are you lost"
"yes I am, may I know where's the exit"
Guess I was blushing.
So ps la. Walk in smaily land.
And im 14 yrs old.
That's wad you call not fitting in.

Courts has great discounts.
you get like 1000 - 2000 dollar plus discounts you know...
Best part.
You still have to pay a few thousand.
so U.P $4500
D.P $2500
Discount = 2000
What a great buy. =.=
Walk in if you have a few thousand bucks to spare.
had to leave early la,
Dad driving mii crazy.
Then came home, aware that maple has destroyed my comp,
he tried to blame mii.
But seriously la, the way you all come up with the theory,
delete here, delete there, dont know delete what...
in the end, blame me. =.=.

Realli nthn to sae abt sch la,
its just a place to
Study, Socialise, Sleep. That is school life, in that order.
Study, Socialise, Sleep, That is classroom life, in disorder.

I look at my science txtbk,
I feel like burning it.
I look at my maths txtbk,
I feel like burning it.
I look at my test paper,
I feel like burning it.
I look at the teacher,
She's already burning,
with rage.

Ok I wont drag on, I think its short aredi,
I just have so much to crap,
nvm, lolx, will be bidding you goodnight...

Smail Always,
Ismail =DD

Im like so tired...

2007-07-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

Honestly.
Everydae tired lolx.
Like no other feeling mehh??
but wad to do??
Staying up till past midnight
Just dreaming away.
Fantasizing away... ^^

So todaee realli, my alarm rang like 5 times
I just off,,,
then my dad was like, hey its 7.30 u sure u dun wan mii send u?
I was like, oh dear... im supposed to be out of e house at 7.30.
But nooo... i was a draggy,
laggy,
zombie.

Then go there,
saw Royce, haven seen that bugger
for quite a while, his greeting was the same
beatbox. beatbox. Mm Zhi Mm zhi kkhh,
Pnnnggg I sound like a robottt....
Lolx, he realli is a unique fella xD

Then go the character program, saw ppl like jukeboii
seriously. They are the ones in dire need of character reformation
Seriously.
My own character is just fabulous xD
Marvellous
Refined.
haha... but the program was pretty cool...
Altho abit sian here and there

Then had this doughnut game...
Omg i ate half the doughnut in a mouthful
Stuart ate half
And the thingy was dropping off the string
So Waaahhhhh
Um. Everything goes in.
Feel abit of Stuart's saliva, (icky)
the doughnut shrinking to the doughy texture
The sugar lining my lips
eeyer.

Then had to dance Again
nvm, it was the super super short version
cant spoil the mondae surprise rite??
And i definitely dont want to make u all sian
haha xDD
my love is like WOAH
my touch is like WOAH
haha... just some random singing =PP

Then after tt had a realli messy ping pong "debate" session
maintain order in the house ppl
hey you... i said order!
Statue Of Liberty Steps In.
Lolx... Some spokesmen ar...
Talk to them like talking
to stone wall.
Anyway, at the way the game was constructed
They were meant to be stone walls xDD

Then at e end we got some most enthu prize
Wahh best, alot of tidbit
then those hu came
bring to the bunk
then eat, and eat, and eat.
I had like, marshmallows, Tons of Chocolate
Yes! You heard mii rite baby...
tons of chocolate
Elvan, and alot of others
just gobbled it up 0=D
Hehex, now got stomach ache
So much goodies
After tt plae wad thing,
tuki tuki game,
then had a small skit.
realli funny,
Stuart, Wendy, Bev, Cindy, Liyana, Hui Shi, Charis, NJL, Shi Li, Mii
Haha, sry if forgot any other.
but it was seriousli so funn ^^

Then went home
I had to like,
carry the freakin tin cans.
Like some karang guni man
Or sum hamper guy
Omg, carry Milo walk to Tampines and MRT all this
So psps la.
=.=

Oya, the bus ride was like being in some lovebus la
Got this girl, sitting on the lap of a boyy
when there is a seat right nex to him
another one making out at the back of the bus
another one trying to eat the GF hair
disturbing la,
do it privately, nvm hu cares.. *i did at tt time being*
i went to sleep in e bus, so tired xDD
But at the MRT i saw a guy wearing smthn like my drama tt costume
wahh best. It was pretty nice. =PP

hahax, go home, my audi KNS.
Walaue, fast song miss, slow song miss
cannot tahan. Maybe jus too tired.
After tt plae Dota, the boii game
Felt so funny lolx,
but nvm, quite fun la.
But still prefer audi~
hahax, dun ask yy,
its just so. =PP

And Mii Dad bought the Harry Potter 7th bk
Suddenlii actualli feel quite lazy to read xDD
No time laa...
Nvm, chiong tonight =DD
Changing blog song lolx,
getting bored of this thingy...
So well cya =DD

Smail Alwaes...
Vee~ ^^

We had ourselves alot of fun....

2007-07-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

yeahh... ehhx, cant say i realli TGIF I guess
the attached frens. No wait, they could almost be part of 201 xD
Bob, Fine, Respect your name la,
Chau Yuan, Shu Mei, Zafira. ^^
had to leave =(
Lolx. They made great support/company.
Somemore come at right time.
Drama comp. =)

Oya, bout the drama comp,
took pics from some of you,
I thank you tomorrow,
at the stupid Character Camp.
I daresay my character is fine enough.
I dont need HCI butting in. =/
Waste time... Ugh *rolls eyes*

The HomeEc cam liaox... Nv do shirt
then this weekend so busy
Madness I tell you.
Which sensible man must sow on stuff?
I'd rather be a chef-kind of man...
My cooking brings all e ppl to my yard...
and its like... its better than urs =P
dam right
its better than yours

Oh ya, talking abt Milkshake,
I might as well giv a sneak preview of those
hu dunno the lyrics...
Not for the ppl hu hate obscenities
Horniness etc.
I didnt rehearse.
Even as I write it now its on e spot.
Genius. Lolx.

(Starts the za za tune)
Cant touch this.... (u noe wad =P)
Cant touch this....

Im... too sexy for mahh love,
too sexy for mahh love, love's
going to leave me,
and Im... to sexy for mahh body
too sexy for my body
so sexy it hurts

and im a MODEL!!
ya noe wad i mean
and i do my little turn on e catwalk
yeahh, on e catwalk yeahh,
on e catwalk,
i shake my little tush on e catwalk (0.0)
MMph
My Milk shake brings all e boiis
to e yard, and they're like,
its better than yours,
dam right,
its better than yours,
I could teach you,
but I have to charge...

Na na, na na, naaaaa
you want it all
Na na, na na, naaaaa
the boiis are waiting
Na na, na na, naaaaaa
you want somemore...

Circle Circle Dot Dot,
uh-huh,
I think I'd rather not, kindly pls remove your top (omg o.o)
and pls dunn sae tt u're a cop
shows me yours i'll show you mine (oh dear....)
and we'll plae doctor until 9
Uh-huh,
Uh-huh,
Girll U're driving mii insane.

Oops,
Its getting hot in here,
so hot,
so take off all your clothes,
I amm (high pitch)
getting so hot,
I wanna take my clothhess off... *ohh yuck.,.. pls dont*

this is the shortened one
the longer vers includes Sexy Back, She Bangs, Hey sexy lady... LOL
realli let it all out la, xiao xiao.
Lolx, Cindy called it sexy??
Wow wad a nice compliment xDD
201 rox. =)
Go Haiza, Go Haiza...
Tou Diao Tou Diao Tou Diao...
Realli cool. =P

Maths lesson was... omg.
The icky fishballs
Garey put one in my shirt la..
I felt the squishy thing roll, and squirm at my back
Yuck.. Eeyer...
*shakes like just now maths lesson*
It was just...
icky i guess...
seriously,
the poor fishball was tossed here and there,
rolling with all the dirt accumulating,
the moist sponginess...
the fishiness...
Dam, its driving mii insane

After tt had a happy lit session
Then dismissal.
BB Cy, SM, Zaf,
Will rmb alwaes ^^

Then had cca,
oh yaa... a fascinating load of ppl
asked abt SM,
lolx, 1 wk quite a fan base ehhx? =P
Take Ms Siva's hat,
My shades,
sexy black top,
PoseUR (sexy poser, Lucas has interesting vocab xD)
I'm... too sexy 4 mah love,
too sexy for mah love, love's,
going to leave mii

Well, had loads of fun ,
Fishballs, and all,
Not bb forever for e exchange students,
you rock ^^

Cya, Smail Always,
Vee =)

Tiring Dae

2007-07-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

back again.... wahh awfully tiring dae i tell you,
Play rehearsals, Running off to tuition,
dancing,
more dancing,
sexy dancing,
But it paid off right?
And Haiza's strip rocked.

Haha, i should become superman one dae,
Tomorrow got Home Ec project, must finalise
and im barely 50% done.
Nvm, plan B. Go Cheapo.
think i've had like enough of this bullshit *ha choo*
Been busy like some ant.

The plae was best,
even though, the real thing realli sorry la,
actualli if i wan i can stretch the dance until like 6min.
But their reaction was so funny,
I scared I just burst out laughing.
And my suit was actualli on the spot oso choose leii
A figure hugging shirt cotton shirt (my dad's)
uniform underneath (it looked nice)
The shades, (my drawer)
jeans (matches everything)
The hat (compliments to Ms Siva, I realli looked like Kumar)
The songs used/adapted were:
U Cant Touch This
Im too Sexy
Milkshake
Circle circle dot dot
Its getting hot in here
She bangs
etc. Hard to remember,

Then Haiza striptease was so funny,
Wait, it rocked so much
it was R (A)
Realli Adorable. (saw tis on Cris's bag once =) )
and Andy was supposed to ask for numbers again
just friends right... hehex =P
Single is sexy Andy, learn from mii xD
Jkjk...

Then after a bunch of cheers, photo-taking,
(oh ya, i want the video of my dance xD)
had to rush off to tuition
Came like 1/2 hr late.
Did 2 graphs.
Ehhx, time over.
Went home.
Not shagged (haha Staff... lolx)
But realli realli tired. Hope I replied all tags
Both msn, and the board.
Will be seeign y'all.

Rmb to get us into e finals hor.
find the murderer ^^
OMG OMG OMG OMG
I just realised
If plae during assembly
Must dance like that
IN FRONT OF WHOLE SCHOOL
OMG OMG OMG

Mr Singh... Mrs Ho... All the other people...
People of other people...
People's people....
All sorts of people...
People of all sorts...
Just. People.
Lots of Em.
Wa piang. X.X

Haha, oya. Mdm Sai yesterdae funny
I had half spiked hair,
she ask mii put down
Cannot.
I then put all up.
She say better.
LOL.
gravity defying hair. Lolx....

have fun,
and 201, you rock =)

Ismail Vee =)
(Im bringing sexy backk....)
And no, horny stops here =P